A person tends to know that they are lucky is by throughout the moment they were struck by numerous misfortune and still breath at the end of the day.
The tides has changed but the feelings of the shattered and wounded heart remained. I doesn't want to turn back the time to know what I could change, I want to forward the time to know what will happen next and I can't wait for it to happen, regardless of whether it's suppose to be good or bad. Keeping it too long for me in my heart would not be good to my heart, not even a bit.
Consider it the sort of optimism that I've always had in me, I don't regret with the choices I made in my life, and I don't even want to think about how much I should have not done something that turns out bad. It's mistake that lets me learn from my wrong and it also allows me to improvise. If I were to live a life without fall, I would be the happiest idiot rather than the saddest smarty.
"Why do we fall down; so that we can learn how to climb back up"
I may be a positive person, but I rather attract more negative things to me (if you take it as science, you'll know that electrons are attracted to proton) and so, I've started to consider myself as a strong proton and the misfortunes that happened on me are those electrons held up by a special nuclear force. Unfortunate events do happen to me quite often and although it might not be a fatal one but it's enough to mentally damage my heart.
I have the strength to pull it up against me but it is only about a matters of time before I entirely tripped and never woke up from the misery. Take it on me that I've been thinking too much, but if I could be in a better place, I'll not be hurting my mind by doing this to myself. I really wish that I could make things turn out better.
"I don't believe in forever, especially those that will threaten the way I stand upon my life"
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