The Heat.....!!!!

sigh.... it's time & the moment to put in the pressure into my head, exam is nearing, everyone started to open their book to study already. The weather is hot, the humidity of air show no responses in our temperature-increasing receptors. You can sweat even the fans has been set to a high level. is this wht they call "Malaysia's Summer" or is it because of the heat of test is nearing that i felt the fire burning in my heart to score in the test?!!
The answer will be revealed...... SOON!!

Is it something wrong with me....(?)

Ever found out that you get very hard to talk to a person that you once care a lot of?
i seems to be facing this problem since the beginning of this year... i cant find what's wrong, but i still cant talk to that person. Is this some kind of traumatic experience that causes me not able to open my mouth even to say "Hi"? I can greet almost everyone even the person that i doesn't know that much but toward that person, i cant...
However, at the same time, that person couldn't greet me as well. So, maybe this gap between us does exist for a long time ago & it has starting to get further & further on.
This will be an unofficial good bye i say it to you.

Good Bye~!
to be honest, i hope that we never met before...

My First Time (!!G-N-I-V-I-R-D)

Heh.... try to read the word from right-to-left~

I should have post this yesterday but due to certain circumstances, i couldn't post it yesterday.
Anyway, yesterday was the first time i get to maneuver a car for the 1st time!
I still can't forget bout my emotion when i was driving that moment~ i was talking calmly with the teacher ahaha. Somehow, my leg was stiffed. I felt relax but my leg doesn't!! I hardly able to move my leg right after the 2-hour lesson.
However, when i see my parents drove car, they doesn't seems to face the prob that i faced~!
No matter what!!!
I'm FEELING


EXCITED~!!!

Valentine?Alone?! Nah, it's OKay!

There you go, a day of Valentine, 14th of February. Compare to the old days, i felt that today is much more sad. Why? It's because friends around me started to have their Valentines as well, some of them enjoy being with their loved ones & some of them started to activate themselves toward the girls they liked for so long. Cant deny myself that i really envied them.. a bit. 'Cause after all, i'm not that desperate for love eh. However, it's normal for someone to be jealous when everyone around them able to be enjoy their love lives while that someone just standing at the corner of the road watching them hugging each other walk away. Maybe, there will be someone that ask me to go out & find one... Find is easy, but to get along is not an easy job. Anyone out there can be your mates. It's just that, can you really get along with them? Some people are better to remain as friend while others have the chances to be together to last for ages & might till you enter your graves. People changes from time to time, i wouldn't said that only girls does the changing, actually, men does to. "Love is a many many stupid thing". Why you ask me? Because you'll do something that you couldn't realise that it was actually a silly thing but you insist on doing it to make your other parts happy. One will come to realise bout this funny stuff when their relation ended or when they are recalling their old silly-yet-happy memories~ So, it's all in our own hands, to let love change ye, or change ye for love.

Time Passes Like Wind Blows

Cant believe CNY's weeks has already ended for me... the holidays are all gone.... & i'll have to get to school 2morow...
Somehow, i'm dissatisfied bout one something! Grrrr... Ida if you're reading this, you'll know it that you get extra 1 holidays which is another 24hours away from school while i'll have to go to school.. grrr....
however, during the last few months which is November & December, i'm boring staying at home & i kept asking myself when is school gonna reopen. T-T i know i'm being demanding & it's not like i could figure out why... if i could figure it, i wouldnt scratch my "kidneys" right now becoz of my homeworks that is undone & i couldnt really breath properly seeing all those homeworks right infront of me.. it's like it wont be finished coz it's add maths!!
I'll have to look at it for a few more moments before i sleep i guess....

I dont know why i place a ladder as my pic this time, i just felt a lump in my throat when i found it.

Hmph.... i wonder....

Based on the topic, i'm really kinda like out of idea eh...
i dont understand why i always cant find any picture to post in my blog... mayb i'm not an active photographer i think.

Yesterday was my friend's birthday & i went to her birthday party... somehow, i couldnt capture any picture at there. the picture that i took was all blur or not clear~ so i never think of posting it in the blog. i wonder wht have happened to my phone-cam. maybe yesterday sunlight was too bright that the picture was all blur... especially when my face was in the picture. cant see my face at all... but others still can be seen... *yawn* too tired to think bout it~

Anyway, i would like to wish Happy Birthday to this 2 friend of mine~
To: Farah Shakina (3rd February) & Sarah Chen (4th February)
"Grown Up Already, It's Time To Move On"

CNY around the corner?!

Booyah..... cant believe 1 year has once past by us & I'm still alive right here posting my blog!!

Cant wait to c wht is right up ahead. something has been setup & meant to happen, yeah you got it right, SPM! the very moment that many 17 will shiver till their bones vibrate non-stop.anyway, i'm not gonna mention bout SPM anymore this time. talk bout CNY a.k.a Chinese New Year then. Well, every year, i'll buy some new clothes just before CNY, why? ermmm there's a proverb for CNY which i cant remember it real well. just that, i know i'll nid to buy new clothes & it's forbidden for ones to wear black clothes during CNY. mostly are recommended to buy colourful shirts, especially RED of coz. however, i bought white colour shirt, nyway, not going to post it right now coz i haven't wear it~

it's been quite some time since the last time i went out shopping wif my family but then, that day, we have plenty of fun though. just that. i'm still not the shopping type person. i get boring easily just by seeing those clothes, unlike my bro, c this buy that~
cant wait to head to melaka to visit my precious nieces & nephews. so long didnt c them already.

Tsk, i'm off~!