Is FOREVER a word based on the word NONSENSE?

i really dont know what is going on with all those people around me that held the name of love.
what? is love some kind of game for you all?!
somehow, i've never expected anything out of u all... after all, we're amateurs but hey, i'm always exempted from you all.. really~!

I'm not saying i could do better in love stuff see.. i know i have no experience in love and after all this, i'm still single. but when i see the deeds of u all..
was it like must be guys to hurt girls in a relationship? sumore it is my friend?? some of them ar the victim and some of them are the criminal. were all the good guys slumber in the FOREVER sleep already?

i'm sick of it man~
and i'm praying hard that i must not be like any one of them.
Not the prey and not the predator. and I'll BE OBSERVING all of you as usual~

Let's Dance

Just take some of my time to share music with you all.
It's one of my favorites but i doubt of any of you will listen to this kind of song but I'll share it with you all as well~

Nightmare - Dasei Boogie


~Translated Lyrics~
It's an accident, the figure consciousness' window reflects is printed on my mind
A wave of information keeps shooting my heart
The love found in the crevice is the only language supply of shared time

The pain in my chest desires that, like zero to one
Now I will send this rose to you
Share this thought

I watched a beautiful dream and have forgotten reality
Ringed sentiment of a person living in the virtual world is going around and around
Where will it continue turning around to?

Where are you? (kimi wa doko?)
Where are you?
Where are you?
Where are you?

The thread breaks off but your words are saved, the Protocol has disappeared
The capacity of sadness overflows, my heart gets wet
I watched a beautiful dream and have forgot reality
Ringed sentiment temples circumference of a person living in the virtual world
It repeats itself again even if I stop

Washing over, words are put in order, I seek a moment of love
Stretched around the inside of the net, a mass of desire
The meaning of your words is equal to nothing

En garde...

oh well, PMR going to end soon and as PMR ends, all the SPMrians shud be ready their ass to be kicked coz ya, it's going to appear and become clear to all of us that this is the last year of us being in school and i absolutely hate school (trust me on this).
but then, think of it, when it comes to the future, i still will be studying, i still will be meeting wif boot-lickers, backstabbers, cock talker and betrayer. it's the cycle of life but one thing for sure tht i havent met, my ONLY ONE~!!
wahahaha, cant blame me for being desperate to wanna meet my future ONE because these days, all the guys in my gang already have theirs to be wif them. and i'm still single...
duh, they'll just say, my ONE havent show up yet and be patient and then this world got many flower...
it's because they found their flower already tht they say like that?!
aha, ya la, it's true oso but i didnt say i doesnt want to wait what.
there's no dead end for me.. not for something like this of coz~

well, people often ask me that why do i always look sad in my photo, m i emo??
no i'm not, it's just that, hey u urself can see it, i'm alone in the photo,i cant possibly smile alone and if i do smile, it's obvious i forcing myself to smile and it will look awkward.at least i can smile when i'm taking pics wif frens~ i'm not emo, i'm not macho, so there's no point for me acting emo as if i'm cool and hot. why still taking pics?
coz i want to update my friendster's pic~ in other words, for fun.

have tons of funs ya for all the PMRrians and as for the form 4 dudes, open ur eyes widely and take a look at the SPMrians how they suffer now. coz it's u on the chopping block next year.
muahahaha

I'm TAGGED...

Tag Rules:
1. The rules of the games get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and posts their name, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them to know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time = 12.48pm
Name = DeeLun
Sisters = No
Brothers = Yes
Shoe size = 7
Where do you live = Seksyen 19, Shah Alam, Selangor
Favorite drink = Coffee
Favorite breakfast = Eggs and breads
Have you been on a plane = Yes
Swam in the ocean = Yes
Fallen asleep in school = Who doesnt?
Broken someone’s heart = Not often though
Fell of your chair = Nope~
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call = I waited to call someone got lor
Saved e-mails = Nope
What is your room like = boys will always be boys (explain it already)
What is the last thing you ate = KFC

Ever had
Chicken pox = Doesnt remember got or not...
Stitches = Yeap, a few on the head
Broken nose = Nope
Do you believe in love at first sight = It doesn't exist at the first place in my life
Like picnics = Like it but...
Who was the last person you danced with = Dance? nope
Last person who made you smile = Last movie got, but person... i hardly smile

Today did you
Talked to someone you like = Currently nope
Kissed anyone = Of coz not
Get sick = Sore throat, headache..
Talked to an ex = No ex yet.
Missing someone = Engraved no one in heart
Best feeling in the world = Not sure~
Do you sleep with stuffed animals = What if I say yes?!
What’s under your bed = some of my stuffed animals?
What time is it now = 12.57pm

Random

Q: is there a person on your mind right now = Nothing
Q: do you have any siblings = Answered
Q: do you want children = Girl also haven't have, children?
Q: do you smile often = Depends on my mood
Q: do you like your hand-writing = Why not~?
Q: are your toes painted = I'll be gay if i do so
Q: whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in = I still love my own beds
Q: what colour shirt are you wearing = Black
Q: what were you doing at 7.00 yesterday = Watching Art Of The Devil 2
Q: I can’t wait till = Get OUT FROM SMKS 19
Q: when did you cry last = Last 2 days... watching money not enough 2..so touching~
Q: are you a friendly person = I'm friendly, ya, u can ask danica for the proof.
Q: do you have any pets = Is fish counted as pet?
Q: where is the person you have feelings for right now = santiago de cali
Q: did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now = my parents hand~ they meant for my existence
Q: do you sleep with the TV on = nope
Q: what are you doing = This the best question of all... what else u think i'm doing?
Q: have you ever crawled to your mother or father = Crawled? sounds like bugs? no i dont
Q: can you handle the truth = I prefer the truth more than Lies
Q: are you closer to your mother or father = both are lovable
Q: who was the last person you cried in front of = Nobody
Q: how many people can you say you’ve really loved = A lot~
Q: do you eat healthy = Yeap...(guess so)
Q: do you still have pictures with you and your ex = I don't have an ex oso
Q: have you ever cried because of something someone said to you = As if i care of what they say..
Q: how often do you go to church = I'm a buddhist =)
Q: if you’re having a bad day, who are you mostly likely to go to = No one
Q: are you loud or quiet most of the times = Depends on my mood
Q: are you confident = sometimes it's confident that drag you into lost in confident... but i do confident

Q: 5 things I was doing ten years ago . . . (1998)

- Schooling in SRKS19
- Not friendly
- Wore the spec for one year already
- Not as cheerful as now
- Sleep with the books (now still the same i guess)

Q: 5 snacks I enjoy

- Roti boy
- Chocolate bar
- Cheezy biscuits
- Famous Amos Cookies
- Ice-cream *It's snack for me ^-^

Q: 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

- Donate to the charity
- A car (for family ride)
- A house (it's a promise)
- Buying Share
- Help whoever need my bucks~

Q: 5 of my bad habit:

- Negative Thinking
- Thinking too much
- Easily felt guilty(trying to be heartless here)
- I'm good in lying (believe it or not)
- Lazy too(agree wif danica-chan)

Q: 5 places I’ve lived in:

- My home sweet home
- Melaka,Bukit Katil
- Brisbane, Australia*
- Penang
- Phuket,Thailand* (i've been to here too ya danica)

Q: 5 people tat u tagged:
Everyone who have read this post!! (muahahahaha)

Do you still believe....?

ladies and gentlemen, yeap, i get to hav my time to type in my words again.
it's like every time there's exam around the corner only i begin to have the feeling to blog.

else i'll just leave it rotten there and receive quite some comment which make me realise i was being lazy on blogging. erm, i'm not really a person who often get into a camera's view or 24-7 wielding my camera.. i prefer surfing the net downloading animes & downloading songs or
reading manga through the net, that's wht i prefer the most ya.

it'll be my pleasure to introduce u to this girl above. Aya Hirano~
she's a j-pop singer and i do love her songs coz she had a beautiful voice in singing (not through live though for some reason).
but i still love her~ i'll present u one of her latest song entitled:
Unnamed World.
enjoy yourself kay~!!

I'm back... for a while though

Hey everyone, Deelun is back to blog out his life~
So, mid-term exam has ended long long ago and it is merely just a history.
even the results came out already, how was it?!
SECRET...!
like heck i'm telling anyone coz i myself have decided to forget where i place the results in my room(believe it, once in my room, it's gone almost forever =P).

A'ight, so, just forget bout it shall we, now the trial is nearing, so.... i'm kinda like freaking out but still....
what am i doing now?! blogging!!! lol?! i bet most of my buddies ar now opening the boook reading the hell out of it to score in the trial as it was so god damn important (isn't tht every single exam is important?).
btw, i'll do my best as i could even though i might seems to play most of the time(i did) but i'll try to study too. so, folks, try put ur hands up & cheer for me to study kay. Thanks a LOT~!!

oh, here's a song that i love to listen at my free time. Hope u'll will like it too. it's from
Nightmare - Tsuki no Hikari, Utsutsu no Yume (Light of Moon, Dream of Reality)

Let The Curtain Falls....weeeeeeeee

Anyone Hungry?!







a'ight mid-year just fly by & we all know what is ahead of us especially for the Form 5 & Form 3...
it's time to pray harder & study more!!
this is something unavoidable...
so, get armed up & en garde!!

opppsss... I'm still in the middle of midterm exam nyway... but kinda lazy coz only left 3 more days till it ends... felt wanna break the stone in the heart. every time there's an exam, sure felt very 'heavy' in the heart~

anyway, here's the latest screwed up report :
1. Physics
2. BM
3. Bio (paper 3: wrote the wrong experiment dammit)
4. finally, as usual, add-maths (but i think i did better than the first test)

Coming up papers:
i. Maths Paper 1 & 2
ii. Chemistry Paper 1 & 2
iii. Biology Paper 1 & 2
iv. Last But Not Least, the most idiotic test ever exist in my Form.... PJK~