Keep Standing...

~Emo Alert~

After not long, I still get tired of all these.. time after time, one after another and people abandon me one after another like I'm a toy. Surely I don't expect everyone will bound to me forever but why every time also gave me this "Close" feelings just to tell me to let it go in the end.. It's like a curse hidden within me that pushes them all away. Of course, the "garden" is full of "flowers" but then I just don't know why I can't see any "flowers" through my "scope"... Was it because I was too demanding or because there were no "flowers".. Alright, I know I sound desperate but hey, I, myself tried to forget about it for like so many times but every time when I thought I can forget it for a long time, then "they" just came by and knock my head.

After knocking, have a little chat.. They flew off for no reason.. I felt like a fool once again.. Did I easily misunderstood people? Alright, your mind will tell you I did, but come ask me, and I'll tell you why I think I didn't...

So, I guess, I've just being unlucky and no potential in love~ argh, what about it.. keep finding lor... I don't believe I look under every single flower also doesn't have one that won't like me!! Am I really that bad after so many people encourage me that my girlfriend will be blessed?? Or they are just a bunch of liars who's trying to make me feel better huh?!

I'll prove it~!!

8 Reasons Why Girls Should Date with Sad Virgin Men

Just read this over a blog and I find it out to be interesting hahaha~ That's why I always believe myself to be a "worthy" investment by the girls (or maybe so...)~

Otome Sugoren

1. You can dye him your colour

If you’re his first girlfriend you can have him dress and date how you want. It’s best not to be too forceful and take into account his wishes as you move him closer to what you want though.

2. He’ll be delighted with simple things like you cooking for him or holding his hand

These might be expected by people with lots of experience dating but a romantic novice should be moved by them all the same.

3. You can avoid being compared to his last girlfriend

As he likely never had one, he’ll not compare you to his last. For example your cooking or what you want to do for birthdays, etc. But you should avoid comparing him to your last boyfriend too – upset men tend to get jealous.

4. You can pursue an innocent romance

He might be nervous or awkward on dates. But you can also relive your “innocent” school romances. For a woman looking for “pure love,” a novice might be just the thing?

5. You needn’t be jealous of other women

With an experienced guy you never know when he’ll make a pass at a girl. But with a greenhorn he probably doesn’t know how to talk to girls properly so there’s no danger of that. On the other hand, he’s more likely to be jealous of you so watch what you do with other guys.

6. You needn’t use relationship tactics on him

You don’t have to bother playing hot and cold with him by being deliberately nice or nasty to get what you want. In fact doing this might backfire as he might overreact to such stimuli. Perhaps best to be straight with him.

7. He’ll remember your anniversaries and events

When you started dating you probably cared about these things at first. It’s like that for a guy with no experience so he’ll care about them a lot. He may not know what to expect so you can tell him what you want him to do too.

8. You don’t have to worry about him cheating on you

He’s likely to take romance seriously so the chances of him cheating are low. However, romance can open a man’s eyes so you’d better watch him closely.

Light as Feather

Oh yeah~ Imma so going to enjoy the days of relaxing now after so many weeks of busyness but then right now... I think I've created something inside me as well, some sort of souvenir I had from all the hardworking over this past few weeks I guess.

My friends would just said that I'm physiological exhausted but then I could just feel something is wrong with me. First thing first, I've problem with my meals these days that I kept felt like puking every time I smell the scent of food (not durian or any rotten food). Even nasi lemak or fried mee those... As soon as I smell the scent, I'll have the feeling being full as well as going to thrown up and I'll eventually have to force myself to eat which I've never felt this way before. If it's gastric, I should be much more hungry and will demand for food.. or maybe this is another level of gastric..
& if you're thinking to ask me bout it... I'm NOT HAVING ANY DIET~!

Bah... any other way, I bet I'm going to be fine anyway... But it's really disgusting you know when you're supposed to be hungry yet still feel very full when the meal is infront of you. This thing had lasted in me for the 2nd weeks already..

And to the person I cared for.. Please throw your sadness to me and not hiding it.. Seeing you in pain yet couldn't help you makes me feels the anguish as well you know. Your lies wouldn't do any good to help neither me or you. I know you're scared of being a burden to other people but I want you to know it as well, I rather lift your burden with you than seeing you drowning in that sorrow..

Never Lie to a Liar...

StreetDance 3D

Just had this movie during the busy hour of my college life~ Oh well, you know what I said, It's always better to get some time to chill yourself during the stressful moments eh~~ At first, me and my friends were planning to go for Inception but due to time management issue, we missed out the movie and since we've reached the cinema, there's no more turning back and we finally made the decision to watch this movie.

I have to say that I'm not regret at all to watch this movie, it's a piece of dancing art that I call it cool~ Though the dialogue used in this movie was rather slacky and sound bit of weird (or maybe it's because they have the London slang which tickles my mind each time they spoke but the songs inserted in each part fit in very well which will eventually raises the moods around the hall. The story twisted pretty nice as well and I guess not many will see it coming (I didn't see that coming as well~!)

Overall, this movie is worth-watching but could be better~
7.5/10

Don't Understand...

I can't get it what is happening right now... We were like so close few days back then but now, I'm suddenly being declined down down down.. Was it that every person that meant something in my life have to go through this process towards me? Why must it always be like this? Every time I thought I've found the one, within a split second and they will straight away detached from my heart with no reason available. It's some sort of like dying without an answer... What crime have I done in my past to deserve such treatment?

That's why, I know, I must be some sort of wicked bastard last time and now my karma is doing the pay off over me. I guess, it's better for me to stay out of her (again!). Not "again!" on the same person, but as usual, those who come close will later on have to stay out from me after a period of time. That's what kept happening and there's no way I can prevent it at all..

I've really tried my best but... I just can't! Sometimes... I really does felt very tired... till the point I don't wish to see what's the next worst thing going to happen.... but, to live a better life to inspire others, these sort of heartaches won't be killing me (but I do wish I can finally stop receiving this sort of treatment from those dear ones...).

I think I'll need another break in life... seriously... T^T

So long already...

ohhhhh I've been abandoning my blog for few weeks already.. awwww what to do, there is not a moment I could lay rest without not thinking about my assessments and my assignments.
Now only I'm able to feel the stressful life in college or should say some people in the time table management is crazy? All assignments are thrown up to us in a sudden and we are required to finish it like within one or two weeks while others are still in hand.. LoL I felt like a living machine back there... One more week to go and this will also going to be a blast-full-of-tiredness week~ Tskkk~

I don't give a damn! Come on TARC, gimme all you got babeh~!!

Tsukiko Amano - 蝶

For me, Tsukiko Amano's voice is second to none in my favourite Japanese singers list (as of Naitomea, Aya Hirano, Koda Kumi and so on). Her live show really show much power of her voice and I'm loving it~ So full of feelings & 'strugglings'~ It's never easy to sing this song you see. Anyway, just enjoy it the way you like it~ >.<

P.S - Too busy with works that I've no time to put updates ahaha