Is This... My Redemption?

Sigh, Today is the day last year fellas collect their SPM results & i get to be there(coincidence) to see them took their results on spot.
Most of them cried, there are even some of them who haven't take it already "whiten" up their face.

It's like they could vomit anytime~ hey, why didn't i felt that way last time when i took my PMR result.... maybe some people are too stress. As for me, maybe i'm too relax which is not a good thing but i still doesn't think that i should be tighten up myself during the day of the results is release. After all, it's what I've done. nothing can be change right. So, for those who are going to take any results of any exam, cheer up yourself & think positive! Make yourself comfortable & never regret whatever your result might be. You've do what you got to do. Even if the result is bad, it's not end of your life, wipe your "stupid" tears & keep on moving.
P/S - At the same time, I'm actually trying to calm myself with my own advice.

First Semester Of Holiday! YAHOO!!...

End of the first sem test also means the beginning of the first sem HOLIDAY!!
Yahoooooo~ but... i got no idea how to spend it well, sigh... maybe i'll ask some friend to hang out.
Since there's many new release movies, i might visit the cinema as well eh.
However, what movie to watch neh?!! ahahaha... i find out that i'm like a trouble-finder nia~ or shud said, trouble-find-me.

Why i say so? i just broke my spectacles!! sigh, the sad thing that is, i don't know how was it broke.
I woke up & i was bout to wore my spec & i realised that the the right part was nowhere..
My spec was a few cm from me coz i place it on a chair along wif my handphone. so, i couldn't possibly step on it coz it was not on the floor, it was on the chair!!... nyway, luckily i have a spare spec ahaha~ if not, i couldn't drive today.

Yeap! just finished another driving class~ another 2 more class i can go take for the JPJ test, but i soon found out a prob... do i have to "treat" that person coffee?... I still need to reconsider bout whether to "treat" or not...sigh~ somehow, i know my driving skill is way okay than my first experience oooo~!

The Heat.....!!!!

sigh.... it's time & the moment to put in the pressure into my head, exam is nearing, everyone started to open their book to study already. The weather is hot, the humidity of air show no responses in our temperature-increasing receptors. You can sweat even the fans has been set to a high level. is this wht they call "Malaysia's Summer" or is it because of the heat of test is nearing that i felt the fire burning in my heart to score in the test?!!
The answer will be revealed...... SOON!!

Is it something wrong with me....(?)

Ever found out that you get very hard to talk to a person that you once care a lot of?
i seems to be facing this problem since the beginning of this year... i cant find what's wrong, but i still cant talk to that person. Is this some kind of traumatic experience that causes me not able to open my mouth even to say "Hi"? I can greet almost everyone even the person that i doesn't know that much but toward that person, i cant...
However, at the same time, that person couldn't greet me as well. So, maybe this gap between us does exist for a long time ago & it has starting to get further & further on.
This will be an unofficial good bye i say it to you.

Good Bye~!
to be honest, i hope that we never met before...

My First Time (!!G-N-I-V-I-R-D)

Heh.... try to read the word from right-to-left~

I should have post this yesterday but due to certain circumstances, i couldn't post it yesterday.
Anyway, yesterday was the first time i get to maneuver a car for the 1st time!
I still can't forget bout my emotion when i was driving that moment~ i was talking calmly with the teacher ahaha. Somehow, my leg was stiffed. I felt relax but my leg doesn't!! I hardly able to move my leg right after the 2-hour lesson.
However, when i see my parents drove car, they doesn't seems to face the prob that i faced~!
No matter what!!!
I'm FEELING


EXCITED~!!!

Valentine?Alone?! Nah, it's OKay!

There you go, a day of Valentine, 14th of February. Compare to the old days, i felt that today is much more sad. Why? It's because friends around me started to have their Valentines as well, some of them enjoy being with their loved ones & some of them started to activate themselves toward the girls they liked for so long. Cant deny myself that i really envied them.. a bit. 'Cause after all, i'm not that desperate for love eh. However, it's normal for someone to be jealous when everyone around them able to be enjoy their love lives while that someone just standing at the corner of the road watching them hugging each other walk away. Maybe, there will be someone that ask me to go out & find one... Find is easy, but to get along is not an easy job. Anyone out there can be your mates. It's just that, can you really get along with them? Some people are better to remain as friend while others have the chances to be together to last for ages & might till you enter your graves. People changes from time to time, i wouldn't said that only girls does the changing, actually, men does to. "Love is a many many stupid thing". Why you ask me? Because you'll do something that you couldn't realise that it was actually a silly thing but you insist on doing it to make your other parts happy. One will come to realise bout this funny stuff when their relation ended or when they are recalling their old silly-yet-happy memories~ So, it's all in our own hands, to let love change ye, or change ye for love.

Time Passes Like Wind Blows

Cant believe CNY's weeks has already ended for me... the holidays are all gone.... & i'll have to get to school 2morow...
Somehow, i'm dissatisfied bout one something! Grrrr... Ida if you're reading this, you'll know it that you get extra 1 holidays which is another 24hours away from school while i'll have to go to school.. grrr....
however, during the last few months which is November & December, i'm boring staying at home & i kept asking myself when is school gonna reopen. T-T i know i'm being demanding & it's not like i could figure out why... if i could figure it, i wouldnt scratch my "kidneys" right now becoz of my homeworks that is undone & i couldnt really breath properly seeing all those homeworks right infront of me.. it's like it wont be finished coz it's add maths!!
I'll have to look at it for a few more moments before i sleep i guess....

I dont know why i place a ladder as my pic this time, i just felt a lump in my throat when i found it.