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王祖藍 - 白云天

College Life, Spread My Wings

It's been a week since I start going to college and indulge myself into a new life style, a whole new me who's still seeking for perfection. Not really the perfect person but at least the best out of me.
I won't deny that I'm not having the fun that I expected. It was a lil bit quite the disappointment but oh well, this is the life I've been waiting for after all, no point complaining. Just do it, or let it go~
So, 2 days ago~ it was Thursday, and I was like sitting on my bed seeing the four close blank walls(I've been doing this ever since I start staying at Setapak) and suddenly, my phone beats it ringtones. My bro called and was asking me at 8pm+:

Bro : Oi, wanna go genting boh?
Me : Huh? you serious?
Bro : I'm now on the way going, so you wanna go boh?
Me : Oh, ok la, you come then go lo.
Bro : weh.. i serious de leh
Me : Ya la, i oso serious la, damn boring right now~
Bro : ok you get ready, i coming now.
Me : Sure~

So, this surprise-trip includes me,my bro,my cousin, siuyun, and seet lin.
5-nothing-to-do-looking-for-entertainments youngsters went there to enjoy ourself during the midnight hour~!
At first, my bro plan to bring me in go clubbing but then, lol~ i'm not that interested with clubbing stuff, so, we just go have some slurps of blended coffee at Starbucks and later on move to Burger King to fill in stomachs.
Before that, my bro,my cousin, and Seet lin visited the casino since I and Siuyun oso underage, we just go for our lil-date together and crazily taking pics while ignoring bystanders.
It was bunch of funs if you ask me ahaha.
We even made videos~ under editting progress though.

No matter How many times, I'm still here...

Starting from tomorrow, I'll deploy myself in Setapak for my studies.
How do I feel?
Exciting, but there's also some feeling of doesnt want to leave here this very home which I've stayed for 17 full years. Though I've been through PLKN for 3 months and even when I go Setapak, I'll still be back on weekends.
But there's something I mustn't not knowing. That I'll be leaving my parents again but then, maybe this is the best chance for them to have back their honeymoon of being in the single world~ ler... somehow my stupid lil bro will still be the spotlight at there ahahaha xD
Though no matter how many times I would be gone, I'll just keep coming back, with grudge or joy, I'm still coming back... Come back with the Perfect smile.


and 美淇, I know you wont be reading this, maybe you don't even realise I have a blog here, but nevermind... Just want you to know, I'm using this very moment, to test the love we had in between us. I don't say the things I cant do, unless I really surrender to say I cant.. but not to the love I had in you, will you give up on me?
I love you, 美淇~

P/S- I also know this is a bit too much to post it like tht in here~ oh well,I'm dangerously and crazily in love, "yok ma" a bit also have to de la~ hehe

Out of random ... and boring-ness...

Just some old pic of mine... Just felt so weird....
ahahaha~ i once love taking pic to promote myself in friendster.. but then now~
lol doesnt feel like so, friendster also seldom open d..
And no really have the mood to take pic.. Maybe after a few more months I'll be active taking pics again lor~ who knows ahaha xD

The "Majestical Parade" is finally here!

After waiting for so long, ahahaha their new album has finally arise from the East.
That's so great, I couldn't control my own hand and click to download it even though it was a damn late night time and I really couldn't open my eyes well enough but I became so damn energetic when I saw their new album released and is available to be download. How great is that ahaha~ So, now i'll be enjoying their songs for quite a moment and wont be entertained by any other song for now ahahaha 'cause Nightmare is here~
Nightmare - Majestical Parade

1. Parade
2. Can you do it
3. Mr. Trash Music
4. NAKED LOVE
5. MASQUERADE
6. Melody
7. Cynical Re_actor
8. Gianism 9
9. Nothing You Lose
10. Lost In Blue
11. Simple Life
12. Chronic

What about be happy with mommy?

Oh well, so yesterday was Mother's Day huh~
somehow, I don't quite felt likely that I was in the day of it..
You know, they were like saying it was the day to show your appreciation to you mommy and you need to muacks muacks her and give her a hug as a token of appreciation...
For me... it was just so damn normal.. I did that everyday lol~

I certainly understand not every child have parents or have the same thought like me that parents were to be appreciated, who knows, this world got so many kind of people, so many kind of parents, & so many kind of childs.
Each of them have their own way to play their own role.It lay wide open on our hands on how to do it one day.
As the childs, be reminded, one day, you'll be a parent, you'll see how things turn out to be.
As the parents, seeing your own child growth is rather quite the same like how you yourself grow up, are you gonna let them walk by their own or give them the guidelines?
To love, or not to love...?

Find the answer on your very own heart

The Horoscopes...Taken from Danica hehe

VIRGO (The One that Waits)
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. CUTE. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SCORPIO (The Addict)
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future... GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LIBRA (The Lame One)
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you wanna mess with... You might end up crying ... 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

ARIES (The Liar)
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

AQUARIUS (Does It In The Water)
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward

GEMINI (Irresistible)
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good in the you know where ... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LEO (The Lion)
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CANCER (The Cutie)
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

PISCES (The Partner for Life)
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but In a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet... 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CAPRICORN (The Passionate Lover)
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy.. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

TAURUS (The Tramp)
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SAGITTARIUS (The Promiscuous One)
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with, you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

Nana Kitade - 月華 (Tsukihana)

Yami to asobu hoshi-tachi e
Ai o utai yakitsukushite

Batsu o tomoshi hinagiku no
Yume ni yorisou tsume no ato

Kuchibiru kara kuchibiru e to tsutai
Sono nukumori wa doko e?
Tadoritsuku ate wa nai no ni

Anata de nakucha mitasenai
Watashi ja nakya yurusenakatta
Dakara watashi wa kono ashi de
Tachiagarete zottoshitan da

Kaigoroshi nara sukuwareru
Demo migoto ni kagi wa hazurete
Watashi wa maru de
Torikago o hoshite iru kurutta kotori

Uso o idaita hana

Sameta yubi de misukashite
Furete dakedo yogosanaide

Furikaeru to hitohira no
Hane ga kogetsuku ibaramichi

Maboroshi nara maboroshi o aishite
Asu de sae suterareru
Osoreru riyuu o oshiete

Anata ga nakucha ikirarezu
Kuchiru yoru o oikaketa no wa
Watashi o subete sono ude e
Ubai agete hoshikatta kara

Kedo seijaku ni tsutsumareru
Kisokuteki na iyashii kodou
Fuzaketa heya de
Tenbatsu o kazoete iru mimi o fusaide

Anata de nakucha mitasenai
Watashi ja nakya yurusenakatta
Dakara watashi wa kono ashi de
Tachiagarete zottoshitan da

Kaigoroshi nara sukuwareru
Demo migoto ni kagi wa hazurete
Watashi wa maru de
Torikago o hoshite iru kurutta kotori

Uso o idaita hana

-----------------------------------------English Translation------------------------------------

To the stars that played with the darkness
I sang of love and burned up completely

Lighting the punishment
Scars from claws draw close to the daisy’s dream

Passed from lips to lips
Where’s that warmth going?
Even though it has no place to go

If I’m not with you, I can’t be satisfied
I wouldn’t be able to forgive you if it wasn’t me
So I stood up on my feet
And shuddered

If I get kept with you until death, then I’ll be saved
But how splendid, I’m unlocked
And I’m just like
A crazy little bird that wants the birdcage

Flowers embraced lies

Touch and see through me with cold fingers
But don’t dirty me

If I look back, I’m on a road of thorns
That a single feather burnt onto

If it’s an illusion, then I’ll love the illusion
And I can even throw it away tomorrow
Tell me a reason to fear it

If you were gone, then I wouldn’t be able to live
I chased after the dying night
Because I wanted to let you take
Everything of mine into your arms

But I’m surrounded by silence
In the boisterous room
My regulated, lowly heartbeats
Are counting Heaven’s punishments; I plugged my ears

If I’m not with you, I can’t be satisfied
I wouldn’t be able to forgive you if it wasn’t me
So I stood up on my feet
And shuddered

If I get kept with you until death, then I’ll be saved
But how splendid, I’m unlocked
And I’m just like
A crazy little bird that wants the birdcage

Flowers embraced lies

Funny Day In Pain....

Aw, though I was in pain this few days, but somehow, I'm able to have a laugh in my laugh when I get to have a conversation with my "daughter", cute as ever and it's been quite some time I've seen her and hug her by my side. Though she's been growing up a lot already the keep me surprised each time I get to see her.. She's growing up much more faster than I've ever expected, I'm sure she'll be brilliant when she come into my age, at least I hope she will.
So, this is how our conversation goes:
*P/s- this conversation is in mandarin*

Shermin(my "daughter") : Deelun chiu-chiu(uncle....)
Me : Min min, what are you doing? have you ate your dinner?
Shermin : Eat already...eat *dunno what what thing... very cheung hei*
Me : Hehehe, ok ok, so you now got study already right?
Shermin : Didnt have la... I still small, no study...
Me : Then you got teacher right??
Shermin : Yes, I got 2 teacher... and got bunch of students...
Me : LoL!! Doesn't that mean you're already studying??
Shermin : huh... no la, i just got 2 teacher oni.. no study...
Me : Got teacher means got study d mah...
Shermin : huh? huh? (she doesnt understand, complicated i guess)
Me : So, you got boyfriend already or not??
Shermin : *giggling shyly*....
Me : LOL!!!!!!
Shermin : didnt have la.. *still giggling shyly*
Me : Then you got miss me boh (cheh~)
Shermin : *keep on giggling shyly*...
Me : Got ar??
Shermin : No la, didnt have, i miss my father only...
Me : *zha dou*... LOL!! then how bout your mommy?
Shermin : Also got la~~ ok la, I got things to do.. bye bye..
Me : (sweat... she oso will got things to do de???) ok la, bye bye~~

So that's the end of our conversation... (be reminded, she's just like 3 years old plus...)
The way she spoke really give me the thoughts she was much more mature... lol...
She's the little angel I spoke of~

After this, That...

As you all know, I just came back from penang... but then, actually I was suffering some kind of sickness (some of you should have know bout it)..
It's really troublesome...
As if I could already feel the pain girls used to suffer every month but then mine was like the first time after so many years living.A'ight, I didnt say i'm having menstruation. I'm just in pain..(I don't think I should explain more than this...try figure it out)..

And so I bring this pain... with nights of difficult sleep, hard to walk, stand,sit and even hard to keep my body straight, and so it came in my mind how girls take this on till their menopause.. jeeezzz this is insane..
Somehow, this all tells me that I should be more and more appreciate the ladies more than ever.

Out of random, I'm promoting my cousin's Signature dishes: by Manyaw a.k.a greencow
These all are friggin delicious..except the steak though... I dun eat beef~ but the others...
Oh my goodness, the taste was a killer that will make your saliva non-stop drooling from you mouths......!!

Nightmare ナ イ ト メ ア [Naitomea] - MELODY

Few days more.I'm waiting for you..

Well, just came back from my penang trip and it's undeniable that I have a happy moment being at there because she's there as well to perform her dancing competition.
The day when she reached Penang, I and my cousin asked her out just even before she reach her hotel (they were kinda lost) but then luckily my cousin has the patient to wait even though i myself was pretty tired.
Somehow, it's worth the wait, we finally met and went to watch movie (at Gurney plaza i think). X-men : Wolverine, though it was suppose to be a movie from last year, i kept wondering why does it nid such a long time to be released in M'sia...

Nyhow, who cares, as long she's by my side, nothing else seems to be a matter for me.
All I can say, things just keep getting better and better.
The next day of it, I and my cousins went to see her dancing competition. She's doing the belly dancing and... I was so mesmerize by the miracle through her dance.
It's like I was hooked into her world, I couldnt switch my eyes on other participants (it's belly dancing,it's expected there are many sexy girls).Somehow, I'm just into her~

Yes, I'm in love, I still love her after all this though many had happened,but as long we still love each other.. what had happened before is already a past.