The Orphan

I would say this movie is certain great and worth watching at the cinema though I think this movie should be out from the cinema list soon. Anyway, it's still a great movie I would say of it. It's out of my expectation as I thought it was just some silly horror movie, and this movie turn the table at an instant. I'm impressed by the storyline though I wouldn't want to reveal the details because you'll need to see it with your eyes to get the excitement of this movie.
Watch it with my housemates at KLCC, and I can see that this movie really get straight into their nerve ahaks =P cause there are many surprises. Though the shocking part doesnt get me, I still enjoyed this movie.

Overall :- 4.5 / 5
*too bad we're watching this movie in Malaysia's Cinema where they censored the best part even they state it's only for 18 above... what's the point of setting the age rules while censoring the movie..

Come to think of it...

Hurm... sometimes I always thought that I've been aging terribly~ I thought I'm old already but when I mirror back my dumb dumb self.. then only will I realise "Hey I'm just 18 years old la..."
Wondering why would I always felt that things around me are always a bit too far infront or behind of me...?
Doesn't know why it's so happening in other's college lives but it could be so normal for me. I mean like... LoL in within one week, I only busy on 2 days that is Tuesday and Friday.. The other day was just a Hi and Bye~
Bah.... can't complain too much~
Just Live It... Guess I'll have my days sooner or later...
I'm dying for the best of the day...

Backstreet Boys - Climbing The Walls

Close your eyes, make a wish
That this could last forever
If only you could stay with me now
So tell me what it is
That keeps us from each other now

Yeah, it's coming to get me
You're under my skin

No, I can't let you go
You're a part of me now
Caught by the taste of your kiss
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this
Now I'm climbing the walls 'cause I miss you

Take my hand, take my life
Just don't take forever
And let me feel your pain kept inside (oh yeah)
There's gotta be a way
For you and I together now

Yeah, it's coming to get me
You're under my skin

No, I can't let you go
You're a part of me now
Caught by the taste of your kiss
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this
Now I'm climbing the walls 'cause I miss you

It's an illusion
How can I feel this way? (ohh)
If I can't have you
It's an illusion
Nothing is real this way (ohh)
If I can't have you

No, I can't let you go
You're a part of me now (now)
Caught by the taste of your kiss (I don't wanna know)
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this (I'm climbing the walls)
Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you

I can't let you go, no

And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this (ohh, ohh)
Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss (I miss) you

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P/S - Still one of my favourites from Backstreet Boys xD

G.I Joe

All I can say, this movie never failed to impress me with those stunning actions. However, I get to know that there were tons of negative review from the internet and that's what makes me hesitated to watch it but then since we were running out of time, just simply pick a movie will do~ and there we made the choice to watch G.I Joe~ I felt some nonsense bout the review that they mentioned that G.I Joe had been too over with the technologies.... (spoiler : Enemy Base builded under iceberg is a bullshit) that says them... ello.. this is a movie, and there's someone stupid enough to compare it with reality.. duhhh... those who gave that review should get fired..
Why don't they use High School Musical to compare? talk halfway and then go dance around?... You see anyone do that on street or at High School???~ Sorry, no offence, just as an example of comparison.

anyway, overall rating for this movie that is: 4/5

P/S :- Some extra funny incident, during the earlier scene when the soldiers were shooting the high-tech enemy (found out their bullet couldn't penetrate their armour) someone sitting infront of us suddenly cough-out his drinks and unluckily there were another person infront of him and the water fall like rain-drops on his head..
At first we were laughing at the cinema scene cause realising their attacks are futile but then we continue laughing when we saw that fella cough-out suddenly~ XD

I know You know what I know about what You know..

*EMO ALERT*

Call me an ignorant if you ever wanted to do so... I realise I really did abandon a few of you and your hearts is telling me so that I've been doing so. That I've begin to forget bout what's running in between us and the flow of past seems to be nothing more than merely a raindrop.
I don't mind to be greeted as a cold-blooded being or you could even tag me as a heartless guy.
However, all I ever wanted you to know that is, I'm who I am today is because of what you have let me see and showed me before this... I don't keep hatred but I do have scars of memories in my head.. The feeling of being appreciated... and being abandoned after I'm equals to nothing for you.

Your dearest eyes and voice had betrayed you out... Now, what I could hear from you are just part of the rabbles.. You've became the lies of my ear and a terror of my sight. I will never hate, this feelings are merely just to be spat out here so that I could at least feel better for myself.
I'm The Cynical Re:Actor... and you were once one of my best friend.. now... you're the worst..

"You have enough and I had more than enough, Thanks, Goodbye. May the next time we meet, I could still make the very smile~" [Inspired from Naitomea - Lost in Blue]

Hungry? Bak Kut Teh Go!!

Main dish for lunch that is A.T Spicy Bak Kut Teh~

Never miss out the main character Peace sign~
And there we go our JJ,The Perfectionist with her "Yaoyao ping"Thanks for hanging out girl~ I'll try to look forward for our next gathering.. and the next time, it would be more the fun with more the dudes of Kem Terkok~

Trip to Beryl's Choc & Yakult

To cut things short, today I had such a fun hanging out together with a partial member of Group 15. First Destination, Beryl's Chocolate Factory and the 2nd that is Yakult Factory~ This 2 destination took up almost 9 Hours, including the traveling time of course. Next that is, have a look at the picture and I'll describe it, (lack of a few pics, sorry xD)

First - After hearing the short lecture and see through how the Beryl's Choc are made, we visited the chocs shop (the main point of going for this trip)


Second & Third - Non-stop purchasing chocs... need quite some time to choose cause there are rather quite a lot of chocs around that small shop



Fourth - DaBian showing us the resit that we purchased together...
Total up = RM 235.98
I spent = RM 83.60 and the rest is theirs to separate xD
P/S - Carmen purchased the most (bout RM100+)
Fifth - Yakult's Factory Products (most of it only available at Japan and Malaysia only produce 2 of the products....)

Sixth - Product of SK III... eh... it's actually Yakult's external use products~
It was said that a part of the Yakult's drink products ingredients are added in these facial products... (that doesn't mean you can use the drink products to make it as a mask though~)
Seventh - Done with all the factory explanation, it's time to have a "gan bei" of Yakult Ace (We purchased it using our deary syillings... how embarrassing was that~ XD but that's what we always do de lor )


Eighth - Here we have Carmen and YiNing drinking their Yakult~
Ninth - And this is DaBian and YiNing again...(huh?!)
Tenth - Four of us posed to promote Yakult... you see how tempting is that Yakult that we can't stop drinking it XD
Eleventh - Few minutes finished drinking, CK seems to be drunk(?) and walk around with his peace
Twelfth - at this sight, you could still see CK... is indeed still drunk....(?_?)

Thirtieth - Last but not least... You can't miss out the Victory sign of the hero of today~
Please note, my face isn't red... it's just dark around there~ XD That's all for today folks, hopefully there'll be more this kind of post in the future~
Hope ya'll will look forward for that coming event of mine.
Over and Out~

Out of randomness...

Simply took pics from the galleries as an update for today xD

For no reason...

Doesn't know why, these days...
I just felt like want to drink something alcoholic,
it's like I'm dying to sip the taste of the bitter..
Doesn't know why,
I just felt like I need to cry out my feelings in any possible way...
Doesn't know why,
I just can't cry it out no matter how hard I tried..
My tears isn't dry, my heart still feel empty...
I just need an impact to my heart to touch my feeling and to make me cry..
Well, isn't that after crying out a sad feeling, you'll feel better the next moment.
That's why, I need to seek something or perhaps a movie that's so touching enough to make me cry..
I just need any possible methods to make me cry out my feelings..
It's making me suffocating...!

Nightmare ナ イ ト メ ア [Naitomea] - Nothing You Lose

kurayami no tochuu mi ni wa mienai nani ka ni oboefuruete iru
yowai jibun ni dare mo te wo sashinoberu mono wa nai kodoku ni naita

nando mo tsuyoku negatte mo
risou te ni irerarezu

kono karada mo kono kokoro mo kowareru hodo no
motto kurushimasete
mezame no toki wa chikai
mada itami wo kanjireru nara tsuyoku nareru sa
There is nothing you lose
inochi no hi ga kieta toshite mo

ikutsu kono omoi kanjou ni madowasarete sugoshite ita
kono mi yudanete

kono karada mo kono kokoro mo kowareru hodo no
motto kurushimasete
mezame no toki wa chikai
mada itami wo kanjireru nara tsuyoku nareru sa
There is nothing you lose
inochi no hi ga kieta toshite mo

hitsuyou no nai mono wo sutete
kurushimi no gisei wo haraou
kagayakeru ashiato wo
kono basho ni nokoseru hi made

kore kara saki machikamaeteru itami wo subete
mou uketomeyou
furikaeru koto wa nai
mada itami wo kanjireru nara tsuyoku nareru hazu sa
There is nothing you lose
tatoe kono mi ga hateyou tomo

kono kokoro kowarete mo
tsukamitoru sono hi made

There is nothing you lose..

*Ripped from the song Nothing You Lose by Naitomea*

By the way of darkness,
Frightened and trembling because of something I can't see,
I'm weak,
Nobody holds out their hand,
I cry alone;
Even if you wish many times strongly,
A dream, you can't hold it with your hands.

Because this heart and body is broken,
They are made to suffer,
It is almost time to wake up,
It is possible to get stronger if pain can still be felt
There is nothing you lose,
even if the light goes out.

Many desires,
they were confused by emotions of the time passed,
I entrust this body to you;
Looking up only to heavens
for a long time since I was very young.

Because this heart and body is broken,
They are made to suffer,
It is almost time to wake up,
It is possible to get stronger if pain can still be felt
There is nothing you lose,
even if the light goes out.

Let us throw away the things we don't need,
and pay the sacrifice of suffering,
those footprints shine,
until that day can be left in this place.

All of the pain of waiting for the future, after this...
Let us catch it already,
There's nothing to look back on,
It is possible to get stronger if pain can still be felt,
There is nothing you lose,
even if this body ends.
I grab onto it, until that day.

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Dedicated to my friends who faced their hardships on their life.
To tell all of you that life must go on no matter how hard it would be because life is only once. So am I... We'll be sad and broke down anytime, anywhere but we must keep stand up no matter how many times we're down.. We must do it even if we think we can't.. A life will always go through pain and then there will only be happiness..
There's nothing you lose if you keep endure the pain and urge yourself to move on..
Have a nice day~!!

Stay the same.. Be it..

Yesterday evening.. My classmates help me made a fortune-telling through her Besta(electronic dictionary) which is installed with those kind of fortune-telling programs.
Well, that information is according to the fortune-telling book de so they play it quite seriously.
They asked bout my date of birth and time of birth.Well, luckily i remembered what time i was born..( i just give out my D.O.B and T.O.B according to English Calendar) coz my mom said it was suppose to follow the Chinese de..

Anyhow, my fortune was...
*My friends translated it for me coz it's in mandarin

"I'll meet up with a lot of special people (people that will influences my life I assume)"
That means... I'll be affected or affect a lot of person to make them someone or be someone that they made me.. I guess something like that~

then the 2nd thing...

"My life is a tough life, in other words, what I tend to do will turn out to be nothing and every effort will lay to waste"
Need not explanation, I think most of you should be able to figure out the fortune above..

Eventually, I didn't felt regretted nor afraid of anything for what I had..
I felt the reading is pretty true for me. I wouldn't have seen so much of life if I would have a better life (I think so...). I've begin to appreciate life more and tried my best to cherish what is still with me.. Be it silently...

Though happiness might not stay with me forever but as long, I can be there with the ones that need me and let them know that "You're not alone", it's enough for me.
Even if there's a lot of pain that I'll need to face, I'll try my best to endure..

I'm not dreaming to be hero nor someone who tend to be special than others.. It's just that I felt I'm the kind of person who found happiness through other's happy life and not my own.. just yet.. I'm just a normal mortal but I want to do the impossible too..

"If it isn't me to enter hell, who else would attempt to?"
(Translated from cantonese ; Ngo pat yapp tei yuk, sui yapp tei yuk)
*P/s I'm not going to die or commit suicide, I just like the way the phrase is

Thanks for accompanying me everyone...!!

Rhythm in my heart

After hearing the song of Li Xiang Lan (李香兰) by Jacky Cheung, I don't know why my heart felt very warm.. maybe it's because of the melody had made me felt very relaxed and it's like the weight that's on my heart had been lifted slightly..

I can breath again.. It's really a great song though I can't really understand the proper meaning of the song but as long it's a great song, what else matters?
Come on, I'm just a few more distance away from completion...
1 more months to exam and few more moments to realise it's the end of 2009

As long everyone can be happy.. whether what I would be, it's not important anymore...
There's always something that you can never see in me
but then it's better to be like this..
only to know I'm mysterious to your eyes~

Jacky Cheung - 李香兰

A very beautiful and sweet song~

Ouchy days...*yawn*

What should I curse for what had happened to me these days huh? First day came back to Setapak, I had this otak-otak burger for my supper (have no idea why I bought it) and the next day it made me non-stop burping, plus, my stomach felt unwell almost the whole day and today...
I'm having slight diarrhea and now, even headache.. lol I know it's about 2am already and I'm still typing this, I couldn't sleep... my heart is not feeling that comfortable..
There's not a moment I'm not recalling those days.. I can lift it, I can let it go too but my memories doesn't say so.. almost everything that occur around me bounce me the past.. I tried not too think bout it anymore but... sigh,it's reckless to say it anymore..

Anyway, these days, I've been trying a lot of IQ question on my friends (which I thought of as a way for me to make myself laugh) because when I see them tried their best to figure out my answer is funny but somehow.. it's not that easy to put away that thoughts. Somehow, I ain't stopping myself to believe I could do it..

As I had done many impossibilities that I've told myself I couldn't do it..
Now I'm making myself to the fullest.. it's at least an attempt..
and now, I just want to be happy.. even if I have to carve a smiley face on my forgone expression~

林峰 - 愛不疚