First step is always the hardest

For one week I've been continue doing my exercises for one week after one year of retirement from sports. Yes, it's certainly not easy to move back all those old muscles but then the outcome was pretty satisfying right now because I don't feel pain on my lung anymore after I heat up my body. Like today, urm, yesterday Sunday morning, climb up to the peak of Broga Hill was quite breathtaking but I still manage to use up my stamina to finish the whole track. ^^ It's one great day in fact hehe~~

Here comes sem 3 overall status

Ahahaha here's the results that were released last week and I only manage to upload it now because I was not around during the weekends~ It was good but still not good enough I think because I knew it well that I could do better but at the same time, I have no regrets because I've tried my best to knock it downs!

201003	Main	ABDM2073	ORGANISATIONAL BEHAVIOUR	B-
201003	Main	ABDT2043	FUNDAMENTALS OF MARKETING	A-
201003	Main	AEMS1512	TAMADUN ISLAM DAN ASIA	A

Meanwhile, this new semester would be a really hectic one! With 5 subjects to handle + 2 resits + 1 co-curricular programme and my orthopedics sessions. Yeap~ orthopedics~ I'm attempting to make braces~ OMGWTFBBQ... just thinking about the conclusions of this sem makes me shivered already.

Will I able to make it out alive?!

Move those lazy muscles!

Another me from the past^^

Urghh~ The first week of Year 2 Sem 1 is not really that blasting or should have said that I'm already expecting the way it would be. I wouldn't really be expecting for many opportunity to meet up with new freshies like some of my classmates does. Maybe we are now in our Senior levels already but that wouldn't really mean anything after all but the start of this new sem, we had almost half of our housemates changed. Some of them are my classmates and yeah, we're crazy just in the first week. Non-stop laughing and having fun~
And the other few new housemates, I'll try to introduce it in here as soon as they are used to me hehe.

Other than that, there's nothing else special in this week~ As usual, my interest towards games had declined once again, I don't even have the mood to play it if there's nobody ask.. or even if they did ask.. I might want to think twice lor~ ahahaha maybe it's because I finally have someone that I can chat with frequently.

I wouldn't said that it was me who accompany her chatting while she's working~ In fact, it's her who accompany me to chat because I always have free times and since she's free to chat during work~ So, we just chat non-stop with some lunch hours break and then we'll keep on chatting during weekdays. Time passes fast through that way~ But I'm satisfied ^^

Parts of Truth...

I've been staring at the blank space for a very long time of thinking what should I fill up for this time post. When I look back to all these previous posts, it's all really Nothing. Yeap, of course I'm not expecting myself to say something that is very meaningful, I'm not a philosopher or any great man. That's the purpose of my blog from the beginning I've start writing, I just wish to say out something in my heart & think of the things I couldn't say out to peoples.

I've been a baby before.. Interesting~

Alright, I'll just start a long part of this session. I've started to think about the past of my life all this long ever since my uncle passed away. I tried to look back to all those old albums of myself and cast on a projection of the young me.

It's like reforming a puzzle, I didn't finish viewing the whole album but as soon as I turn those pages, my heart felt touched and uncomfortable at the same time. As if each page turns down my heart, because I've never thought I've already live in this world, for 19 years. The beginning of my life, must have been the most difficult part for my parents' life of take caring me and might as well as their greatest achievement in their life in forming the "Me" today.

Though how many wrongdoings they are doing right now that make my heartache, the fact that they have taken care of me when I'm in the most fragile moments is the inevitable truth. No matter what, I owe them a life and the protection that was provided by them. I'll have no chance to repay this "Life" they've granted for me .

All that I think I can do, is to live a better life like how they wished I could be, ever since I was small. That's the hope of every parents who love their child will think of during the birth of their new child. My future, would be their achievement.

I understand that, some people out there, they might not have a complete family and maybe they've grown up in a life full of suffering, complication and might as well not receiving any love from the parents or they might think so. But, that's Life for you, it's just unfair, it's so unfair that is which is why you should start looking for what you have right now instead of what you don't.

What others couldn't give you, are you willing to give it out to those out there?

For your current life being incomplete, do you have the capability to provide others a complete life that you don't have? Life isn't perfect, yes, I know, there can never be one. Somehow, can you assure that the next time when you'll be the parents, you can ensure the next few things that you do wouldn't be the mistake your parents have done today? After all, we all, have their genes in us. You need not to place a bet with me, just look into me and tell me, you'll give the most love for those who you'll be caring for.

Future can be planned but you can never tell what's happening the next day of your life.

最心痛是，　愛是太遲；
 只差一秒，　心聲都已變歷史。

Be Strong, It's not the time to fall..!

Am I not grown up yet? My thoughts, theories, strategies, and goals.. aren't all of it good enough or balance enough to be seen as a mature thoughts or have my looks or current attitudes mirrors me as a child? I just want my future to be a pure normal life and to provide a good living for my family. & that's just all, but I'm insisted to be looked down as a kid. Shall I be seeing things in the eyes of a realistic person? Of how the peoples out there are not giving a damn care about our lives?

I've seen someone I knew become realistic, and right now, things that can be seen by this "someone" is all through that pessimistic eye sight. Alright, you're telling the truth about this nation and so you're living in it. It makes life become harder, and so that's the reason why you're giving up on living in a happier life? Your life is full of pain? So, that's the way of being realistic and ultra-tic mature?

Ones who have lost their purpose to persuade their reason to live doesn't mean anything anymore.

You'll just be one of the soulless slave that works for life without even getting the meaning of being alive.

I know I might not end up finding the meanings of life, but as long I have the WILL to live a better and happier life, I'm already far ahead of you even though I'm a KID! Your sarcastic and pessimistic visions will be buried along into your heart till your grave~So, Good Luck~!

And you'll see, my goals aren't dreams.
It's far much more real than your REALISM.
Trust Me!

我还没淘汰爱

As soon as I thought of giving up in Love.. Yet again, I kept falling for it and it was like a spider web that keeps me entangled on it. Doesn't know should I call it fate or not but then my heart keeps beating thinking about it. Maybe it was all just an infatuation but then when I'm in Love.. I couldn't think about other person already and this really helps me from flirting around ahahaha. For I have only one heart to fill in one person's love. Be it I'll get to be with or not~ I just want to Love~~ FULL STOP.

In Love Again~

I hope to spare more time with you~

Ip Man 2 & Iron Man 2

One of the most expected movies on 2010 for me and I certainly could have admit it that I'm really enjoyed watching it. My breath was caught away by the seemingly-like-fast-forward punch performed by both Donnie Yen and Sammo Hung. They were very great working together and though the dialog in the movie wasn't really good but we're talking bout an action movie here! Non-stop fighting never fail to impress me.
Even though I'll have to watch this movie alone, I'm ok with it because I'm too desperate to watch it already ahaha. Alright, there's nothing else I could have say about this movie because it's all about action and all I could say that is, if you love action, this is it!!

I'll rate it: 9/10

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Oh, not forgetting about another most anticipated movie of this year that is IRON MAN 2~! Somehow, I wasn't much enjoy during the show because it's really less attractive compared to the predecessor. This statement was agreed even by my long-time-no-see cousins~ The only things that kept me entertained would be the amazing sci-fi technology graphics and Robert Downey Jr. Other than that, the actions were all pretty plain and simple. I guess they should hire Sammo Hung for the action choreography next time ahaha~!

I'll rate it: 8/10

Life is an Endless Education

It's the sorrowful sky that reminds me..

First time of attending a Funeral of the person I have connection with really makes me open my mind even wider than before. And as usually understood, a Funeral is full of Agony and Sorrow. Somehow, I've also realise that there are some people who never learn anything from seeing their loved ones departed and they get lost themselves once they are revealed with the reality. I know it's never easy to accept such cruel Reality but this is the Ugly Truth. Now tell me, have you not appreciate those that are around you? Or only you'll learn how to love once you've lost what you had? Which we all know, it's already too late to be sorry for.

Why must it be the thing closest to you is the thing you miss out and only feel guilty of when it's gone. Doesn't one death of the loved ones alarmed your nerves? All I can see, you've learn nothing until you approaches the end of your life and escapes from it.

Somehow, I've decided not to be subsequent to those path of yours. I've learn it earlier than before to never depreciate things that I have. That's also the reason why I lead a life much more happier because I have no regrets. Those who I can love, I've love, Things that I can give, I've give. There was like nothing else I could Lose already in this Life.