我还没淘汰爱

As soon as I thought of giving up in Love.. Yet again, I kept falling for it and it was like a spider web that keeps me entangled on it. Doesn't know should I call it fate or not but then my heart keeps beating thinking about it. Maybe it was all just an infatuation but then when I'm in Love.. I couldn't think about other person already and this really helps me from flirting around ahahaha. For I have only one heart to fill in one person's love. Be it I'll get to be with or not~ I just want to Love~~ FULL STOP.

In Love Again~

I hope to spare more time with you~

Ip Man 2 & Iron Man 2

One of the most expected movies on 2010 for me and I certainly could have admit it that I'm really enjoyed watching it. My breath was caught away by the seemingly-like-fast-forward punch performed by both Donnie Yen and Sammo Hung. They were very great working together and though the dialog in the movie wasn't really good but we're talking bout an action movie here! Non-stop fighting never fail to impress me.
Even though I'll have to watch this movie alone, I'm ok with it because I'm too desperate to watch it already ahaha. Alright, there's nothing else I could have say about this movie because it's all about action and all I could say that is, if you love action, this is it!!

I'll rate it: 9/10

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Oh, not forgetting about another most anticipated movie of this year that is IRON MAN 2~! Somehow, I wasn't much enjoy during the show because it's really less attractive compared to the predecessor. This statement was agreed even by my long-time-no-see cousins~ The only things that kept me entertained would be the amazing sci-fi technology graphics and Robert Downey Jr. Other than that, the actions were all pretty plain and simple. I guess they should hire Sammo Hung for the action choreography next time ahaha~!

I'll rate it: 8/10

Life is an Endless Education

It's the sorrowful sky that reminds me..

First time of attending a Funeral of the person I have connection with really makes me open my mind even wider than before. And as usually understood, a Funeral is full of Agony and Sorrow. Somehow, I've also realise that there are some people who never learn anything from seeing their loved ones departed and they get lost themselves once they are revealed with the reality. I know it's never easy to accept such cruel Reality but this is the Ugly Truth. Now tell me, have you not appreciate those that are around you? Or only you'll learn how to love once you've lost what you had? Which we all know, it's already too late to be sorry for.

Why must it be the thing closest to you is the thing you miss out and only feel guilty of when it's gone. Doesn't one death of the loved ones alarmed your nerves? All I can see, you've learn nothing until you approaches the end of your life and escapes from it.

Somehow, I've decided not to be subsequent to those path of yours. I've learn it earlier than before to never depreciate things that I have. That's also the reason why I lead a life much more happier because I have no regrets. Those who I can love, I've love, Things that I can give, I've give. There was like nothing else I could Lose already in this Life.

Snakes in Dreams

As soon I'm done writing with my previous post, I've do research of my dream as well.
And so... I have this outcome.

Snakes in Dreams

Read it and tell me what do you think about it. Because right now, I felt that the description that explained in it suits in my case everytime when I dreamed of snakes.. Believe it or not, it's up to you because I myself will only pour 50-50 of my trust.

Maybe you could say that this was just a coincidence but let me remind you, this wasn't the first time I had this experience. It's providence to me.

Condolences..

If I ever state this topic, it means that someone has already traveling to the Otherworld.

After sometime of not having troubled dreams in my sleep, I thought my moods are getting normal already. Somehow, my feelings tell me that "It's not over".

This incident happened just a while ago and now I'm blogging it, I just need to, I have a feeling inside me and I couldn't tell it to anyone, not by now..
It was a dream, a dream which I remember clearly because it was just a few seconds late before my mom woke me up with the surprise.

Since I was small, I always have this feeling that I have this Astral Projection ability within me but it doesn't happen all the time and it usually happen especially when there is someone who had passed away (people that I know). Sometimes it travels into the future which caused Deja Vu in my present.

The Astral Projection happened this morning and it was like.. I woke up from my body (notice that I couldn't control my body) and I walks away into the walls which later lead me to the light. Then, I stood up infront of my uncle's house (my hometown). I didn't enter the house and I just kept walking forward and at the same time, there was a lady walking beside me as well, I'm not sure who the lady was but I do know she's talking to me as we advance.

Then, I saw a huge black and white picture and it's a guy in the photo. My sight was rather vague but I have a strong feelings the picture represents someone I knew. Next to the huge gloomy picture was the picture of a lady. Oh yeah.. There was a phrase in the first and second picture too which sounded like this:

First

Let it be us the elders to bear the responsibility of life

Second

In order to give our descendant a better life

For some reason, after reading the words, I felt uneasy and I run forward without thinking much. In front of me, was a sea of snakes but my body didn't turn back and I held the hand of the lady who run with me and I told her "We'll bypass this!". There were various species of snakes and some of it bit me as soon as I bypass them. It hurts when they bit me and I can feel it too.

Later on, I saw someone infront of me who walks further into the dim light and that was when I stopped running when that person disappears infront of me. The last snake that bit me was a giant twinhead snake.

Thats when my mom woke me up while she's sobbing sorrowfully. I just stood up and hug her as she deliver the news to me; "My brother passed away!"(my mom's brother), and I told her, "I knew it already", weird enough that is.. I doesn't know why I said that! Though she doesn't hear me as she was distracted with that overly grief news.

This is why I always tell to the others to appreciate their life. Death is around of us all the time, the worst thing wasn't our departure, but to see the acceptance of your death from those who cares about you. For them, it will be just like swallowing the most painful thoughts into their memory.

My condolences to my 4th Uncle.

"the Ring" Anthology

Rarwwrrrr!! Recently, everyday staying at home kinda makes me sick especially when my head wasn't thinking of anything at all.. I mean, not even a single thing. Therefore, to prevent that to happen, I've started to looking for horror movies and I find out myself obsessed with Yamamura Sadako's series which is well-known during the end of 90's.

Though I couldn't find any scary part or that thrills me to cause goosebumps but I still think the stories are pretty nicely crafted. And I certainly love the way Sadako make her appearance~
Honestly, these horror stuff scares me no more.. Unless, I'm watching it with someone who's afraid of it~ Seeing them scare will makes me enjoyed the show more than ever *grins*

To Chubby: You know the kind of "person"
I meant was people like YOU right?!
muahahahahaha ~!!

All over for Sem 3!!

Fuhhhhh~ Sem 3 is finally over!! wuuuhoooo!!
After all the exam, it's not the holiday I've expected the most, it's the outcome of my effort!!
Doesn't know why, I can't stop smiling during exam and after exam except for my Tamadun Islam which I have lesser confident of all the exams I've been through. My mind went blank on that day in a sudden. Though Tamadun Islam is the subject that could have the most probability to get A, yet I'm still very worry for what I've done in the exam.

As for Fundamentals of Marketing and Organisational Behaviour, I came out with a smile!
Though some of my friends asked me "What if you couldn't get A?".
Then I just answered "I don't give a damn!"

It's the kind of effort satisfaction that I'll never regret. Even if the result would not be within my expectation. I could care less about it. As long I've pour everything out, I'll come out with no regrets! This is not a confident, but a Trust. All that I'll do by now, is to see what's the outcome!!

& finally, I could put away the wonders of love in me~