Snakes in Dreams

As soon I'm done writing with my previous post, I've do research of my dream as well.
And so... I have this outcome.

Snakes in Dreams

Read it and tell me what do you think about it. Because right now, I felt that the description that explained in it suits in my case everytime when I dreamed of snakes.. Believe it or not, it's up to you because I myself will only pour 50-50 of my trust.

Maybe you could say that this was just a coincidence but let me remind you, this wasn't the first time I had this experience. It's providence to me.

Condolences..

If I ever state this topic, it means that someone has already traveling to the Otherworld.

After sometime of not having troubled dreams in my sleep, I thought my moods are getting normal already. Somehow, my feelings tell me that "It's not over".

This incident happened just a while ago and now I'm blogging it, I just need to, I have a feeling inside me and I couldn't tell it to anyone, not by now..
It was a dream, a dream which I remember clearly because it was just a few seconds late before my mom woke me up with the surprise.

Since I was small, I always have this feeling that I have this Astral Projection ability within me but it doesn't happen all the time and it usually happen especially when there is someone who had passed away (people that I know). Sometimes it travels into the future which caused Deja Vu in my present.

The Astral Projection happened this morning and it was like.. I woke up from my body (notice that I couldn't control my body) and I walks away into the walls which later lead me to the light. Then, I stood up infront of my uncle's house (my hometown). I didn't enter the house and I just kept walking forward and at the same time, there was a lady walking beside me as well, I'm not sure who the lady was but I do know she's talking to me as we advance.

Then, I saw a huge black and white picture and it's a guy in the photo. My sight was rather vague but I have a strong feelings the picture represents someone I knew. Next to the huge gloomy picture was the picture of a lady. Oh yeah.. There was a phrase in the first and second picture too which sounded like this:

First

Let it be us the elders to bear the responsibility of life

Second

In order to give our descendant a better life

For some reason, after reading the words, I felt uneasy and I run forward without thinking much. In front of me, was a sea of snakes but my body didn't turn back and I held the hand of the lady who run with me and I told her "We'll bypass this!". There were various species of snakes and some of it bit me as soon as I bypass them. It hurts when they bit me and I can feel it too.

Later on, I saw someone infront of me who walks further into the dim light and that was when I stopped running when that person disappears infront of me. The last snake that bit me was a giant twinhead snake.

Thats when my mom woke me up while she's sobbing sorrowfully. I just stood up and hug her as she deliver the news to me; "My brother passed away!"(my mom's brother), and I told her, "I knew it already", weird enough that is.. I doesn't know why I said that! Though she doesn't hear me as she was distracted with that overly grief news.

This is why I always tell to the others to appreciate their life. Death is around of us all the time, the worst thing wasn't our departure, but to see the acceptance of your death from those who cares about you. For them, it will be just like swallowing the most painful thoughts into their memory.

My condolences to my 4th Uncle.

"the Ring" Anthology

Rarwwrrrr!! Recently, everyday staying at home kinda makes me sick especially when my head wasn't thinking of anything at all.. I mean, not even a single thing. Therefore, to prevent that to happen, I've started to looking for horror movies and I find out myself obsessed with Yamamura Sadako's series which is well-known during the end of 90's.

Though I couldn't find any scary part or that thrills me to cause goosebumps but I still think the stories are pretty nicely crafted. And I certainly love the way Sadako make her appearance~
Honestly, these horror stuff scares me no more.. Unless, I'm watching it with someone who's afraid of it~ Seeing them scare will makes me enjoyed the show more than ever *grins*

To Chubby: You know the kind of "person"
I meant was people like YOU right?!
muahahahahaha ~!!

All over for Sem 3!!

Fuhhhhh~ Sem 3 is finally over!! wuuuhoooo!!
After all the exam, it's not the holiday I've expected the most, it's the outcome of my effort!!
Doesn't know why, I can't stop smiling during exam and after exam except for my Tamadun Islam which I have lesser confident of all the exams I've been through. My mind went blank on that day in a sudden. Though Tamadun Islam is the subject that could have the most probability to get A, yet I'm still very worry for what I've done in the exam.

As for Fundamentals of Marketing and Organisational Behaviour, I came out with a smile!
Though some of my friends asked me "What if you couldn't get A?".
Then I just answered "I don't give a damn!"

It's the kind of effort satisfaction that I'll never regret. Even if the result would not be within my expectation. I could care less about it. As long I've pour everything out, I'll come out with no regrets! This is not a confident, but a Trust. All that I'll do by now, is to see what's the outcome!!

& finally, I could put away the wonders of love in me~

Gambling Apocalypse Kaiji

Just finished watching Kaiji: The Ultimate Gambler yesterday~ This movie is damn awesome and breathtaking~! Seriously, I stopped breathing for few seconds watching the climax part.
Though the games that they play are quite simple and you could easily foretell what will happen next but it's the way they create the atmosphere that will make my blood boils in excitement.

For some of you who might hate gambling, this movie wasn't talking bout those BlackJack, Poker, or Mahjong stuff a'ight. It's about gambling with their life at stake to play a game. The reward? Money of course & what happen if they lose? They'll live in a living hell~

By the way, the main character in this movie is Tatsuya Fujiwara who has also starred in Death Note (1 & 2) as KIRA a.k.a Light Yagami.
Overall, I rate this movie as:

8.5/10

Ice Kacang Puppy Love

Hurm, what shall I say about this little movie here... My feelings run around in my heart and I was kind of doubting myself on how I should rate this move.. At some point, the story goes pretty well but at some other point, the flaws are quite obvious as well. This is a love story after all, and I wouldn't want to leak out any spoiler for any of you and I could say this movie wasn't as bad as I've thought.

I love the way Fish Leong plays her role as Iced Barley. She's so cute in that role but, I could see her aging progression~ Then, I also like the role of Prince Charming, played by Ping Guan, ahaks~ easily misunderstood people about love issues and always sing love song in the public (though I don't play a guitar and sing that loud~).

The moral of the story tells us that.. Appreciate love whenever you have the chance to love one. Somehow, if things are meant to be, it will always meant to be so..
Forcing Loves will have no Perfect Ending..


I'll rate this movie as:

7/10

Lunatic will I be...

Emotional ALERT~!

Was it that I'm born with such a gift to foretell what's going to happen or was it that I have this "Lady's" Instinct inside of me. I could tell something bad is going to happen everytime I place myself in that [Place]. Was it that I was haunt by my own instinct or there was always a messenger there that delivers all this bad news for me? By unveiling those miserable past, I could find out why I've always decide to forget instead of remember.. I was forced.. I hate it so much.. I HATE IT~!!!!!

And like always, another part of me would just love feasting all this hatred. Abnormal alright? That's how life must be, always see things from various angles and then, you would be able to claim peace in your heart.

That's why, I have learned to see things in a more natural way rather than judging wrong or right at first sight. I've improved, I knew I did... and always, I'll smile infront of a mirror and tell myself, one day, I'm going to change this life and this ring of fate itself.

I'm not going to roll tears anymore
because I swore it,
the tears have already dried!!

Renewed: Part 2!!

Fuuuu... another day of busy altering my blog template. After various trials and errors, it's finally come to this template that I think it's nicer than the others from before.

Any comments for this new template are very welcomed. Be it positive or negative, just be honest and shoot me directly~ hehehe, anyhow, I just want my blog to be simple and nice, not too complicated for the readers to read it. It's because my posts are all the boring ones, that's why I thought of just making the template look harmonious in hope of you won't be cursing me "I've spent 10minutes reading this crap?!".

Subsequently, it's also time for me to prepare for the exam on the coming weeks. I'm still being carefree because the exam dates are being carefree towards me too~
Check-it-out:

Monday(11/4/10) - Tamadun Islam (TI)
Friday(16/4/10) - Fundamentals of Marketing (FOM)
Tuesday (20/4/10) - Organisational Behaviour (OB)

See, the dates, all far apart, enough time for me to finish the revision already^^
As promised from before, I'll try my best to score all A's for this semester.
Here's the total coursework marks for this 3 subjects:

Tamadun Islam - 54.6/60
Fundamental of Marketing - 32.8/40
Organisational Behaviour - 29.6/40

Sadly, my OB had done a few mistake on the test that shouldn't happen.. If not, my marks would be the highest in the class because I had the highest Group Assignment and Presentation marks.

Oh well, no time to cry over spilt milk by now.
120% Energy~ Champing at Bit~!!

Renewed!!

New templates,new templates, where are you~~

As soon as you see my blog, you would have realised, I finally change the look of it.
Though the templates doesn't look much appealing but I'm just testing on changing it.. There's still many flaw in this new template.

& somemore, most of you might have known that my taste in designing and fashioning was sucks to the max~ Totally no talent at all. Not just blogs, even my real life fashioning can be enigmatic for me. LoL~ If there was a thing I would lose in gaining friends comparing to the others, it would be my outlook that delivers the most huge backwash.

It's because of the occurrence of perceptive errors in life, my failure in styling myself totally revealed the contradictory. Somehow, I certainly believes it that, Looks doesn't maintain your friends, Attitudes does. I mustn't deny the truth that most of the people that have their first sights on me usually perceive me in a pessimistic way.

Of course, I don't meant it in a way of being emotional, it's throughout my experience all these years that I realise about this facts. I can't tell you what you should see in me because you have your own perception and I have mine. Additionally, I don't expect I could have all the beings to love me, but, as long there are the majorities that have their likings on me, this could prove to the minorities that they have perceive me wrongly.

Like me or not, I'm like this already.

No more neckaches..

Can you even imagine it that there was once upon a time that you need to bend down your head to talk with your cousins who are few years younger than you but end up right now, they are just about your heights and is getting taller than your expectation. I no longer need to bend my head and Bloody Yes... My height growth rate seems like suspended.

Though my friend tried to cheer me up by telling me that a man's height could still be growing after 21 but when I saw another friend of mine, who was 24 years old. His height was just about like mine and he doesn't even look like 24 years old!! Am I going to be like that too?

Somehow, my height makes me young~ and Cute~(please give face and don't vomit XD).
Oh well, I'm just trying to be optimistic a'ight, there's not much thing I can do bout my height already, I've tried but I couldn't seems to grow any better.
I guess my height is quite the normal one~

And for certain people, please stop your height growth rate as well~ you're much more fun to be play with when you're just around my height, if you know who I mean ngek ngek ngek~!!

Konata would cuddles me by now~ =3

Raw Nonsense is Food for Sweet Dreams

William Shakespeare made a quote;

A fool thinks himself to be wise, but a wise man knows himself to be a fool.

Either way, I figure out that I'm still a kind of Fool. Fool of being so obsessed with love that doesn't exist for me, myself.

Deelun is not a genius and he's going to manumit himself from stupidity as well~!

When will fate let me see you again?