What's my Vision... What's my Purpose to be still ALIVE?

The end of the "war"... I felt like I've lost part of my reason to live as well.
Maybe,everything was just the very beginning but I'm really not used to living in such way where everyday doing the same thing. I'm not looking forward anything like an adventure or something..I just wish I could do something to enhance myself.
Yes, to study, to gain more knowledge, to regain my original purpose since last time:
Leave the bloody school and start on a real rundown of studying of human personality.
Right now, I'll just take my time enjoying a few days of holidays. I've been reading for years of those boring books, they make me sick sigh.

Ahahaha, I sounded like someone who's going to conquer the world or like some nerd talking bout the function of books, cheer up~ I'm still the same me after all this. hehehe
A'ight, I'll drop off another song from my fav band (though i know most of you wouldnt like it) as a display~~

Nightmare - Naked Love

Perak here I come....

Yeap... to any of you that ar going to miss me.. it's time to miss me now kay.
i'll be sent to Perak soon. very soon.
it was the PLKN thingy..
the letter that they sent to me looks really encouraging ya... everything is included in there... oh my goodness.. i'll try to do some research on it when i have the ample time ya.
right now.. deal wif spm first ahahah!!

Is FOREVER a word based on the word NONSENSE?

i really dont know what is going on with all those people around me that held the name of love.
what? is love some kind of game for you all?!
somehow, i've never expected anything out of u all... after all, we're amateurs but hey, i'm always exempted from you all.. really~!

I'm not saying i could do better in love stuff see.. i know i have no experience in love and after all this, i'm still single. but when i see the deeds of u all..
was it like must be guys to hurt girls in a relationship? sumore it is my friend?? some of them ar the victim and some of them are the criminal. were all the good guys slumber in the FOREVER sleep already?

i'm sick of it man~
and i'm praying hard that i must not be like any one of them.
Not the prey and not the predator. and I'll BE OBSERVING all of you as usual~

Let's Dance

Just take some of my time to share music with you all.
It's one of my favorites but i doubt of any of you will listen to this kind of song but I'll share it with you all as well~

Nightmare - Dasei Boogie


~Translated Lyrics~
It's an accident, the figure consciousness' window reflects is printed on my mind
A wave of information keeps shooting my heart
The love found in the crevice is the only language supply of shared time

The pain in my chest desires that, like zero to one
Now I will send this rose to you
Share this thought

I watched a beautiful dream and have forgotten reality
Ringed sentiment of a person living in the virtual world is going around and around
Where will it continue turning around to?

Where are you? (kimi wa doko?)
Where are you?
Where are you?
Where are you?

The thread breaks off but your words are saved, the Protocol has disappeared
The capacity of sadness overflows, my heart gets wet
I watched a beautiful dream and have forgot reality
Ringed sentiment temples circumference of a person living in the virtual world
It repeats itself again even if I stop

Washing over, words are put in order, I seek a moment of love
Stretched around the inside of the net, a mass of desire
The meaning of your words is equal to nothing

En garde...

oh well, PMR going to end soon and as PMR ends, all the SPMrians shud be ready their ass to be kicked coz ya, it's going to appear and become clear to all of us that this is the last year of us being in school and i absolutely hate school (trust me on this).
but then, think of it, when it comes to the future, i still will be studying, i still will be meeting wif boot-lickers, backstabbers, cock talker and betrayer. it's the cycle of life but one thing for sure tht i havent met, my ONLY ONE~!!
wahahaha, cant blame me for being desperate to wanna meet my future ONE because these days, all the guys in my gang already have theirs to be wif them. and i'm still single...
duh, they'll just say, my ONE havent show up yet and be patient and then this world got many flower...
it's because they found their flower already tht they say like that?!
aha, ya la, it's true oso but i didnt say i doesnt want to wait what.
there's no dead end for me.. not for something like this of coz~

well, people often ask me that why do i always look sad in my photo, m i emo??
no i'm not, it's just that, hey u urself can see it, i'm alone in the photo,i cant possibly smile alone and if i do smile, it's obvious i forcing myself to smile and it will look awkward.at least i can smile when i'm taking pics wif frens~ i'm not emo, i'm not macho, so there's no point for me acting emo as if i'm cool and hot. why still taking pics?
coz i want to update my friendster's pic~ in other words, for fun.

have tons of funs ya for all the PMRrians and as for the form 4 dudes, open ur eyes widely and take a look at the SPMrians how they suffer now. coz it's u on the chopping block next year.
muahahaha

I'm TAGGED...

Tag Rules:
1. The rules of the games get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and posts their name, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them to know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time = 12.48pm
Name = DeeLun
Sisters = No
Brothers = Yes
Shoe size = 7
Where do you live = Seksyen 19, Shah Alam, Selangor
Favorite drink = Coffee
Favorite breakfast = Eggs and breads
Have you been on a plane = Yes
Swam in the ocean = Yes
Fallen asleep in school = Who doesnt?
Broken someone’s heart = Not often though
Fell of your chair = Nope~
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call = I waited to call someone got lor
Saved e-mails = Nope
What is your room like = boys will always be boys (explain it already)
What is the last thing you ate = KFC

Ever had
Chicken pox = Doesnt remember got or not...
Stitches = Yeap, a few on the head
Broken nose = Nope
Do you believe in love at first sight = It doesn't exist at the first place in my life
Like picnics = Like it but...
Who was the last person you danced with = Dance? nope
Last person who made you smile = Last movie got, but person... i hardly smile

Today did you
Talked to someone you like = Currently nope
Kissed anyone = Of coz not
Get sick = Sore throat, headache..
Talked to an ex = No ex yet.
Missing someone = Engraved no one in heart
Best feeling in the world = Not sure~
Do you sleep with stuffed animals = What if I say yes?!
What’s under your bed = some of my stuffed animals?
What time is it now = 12.57pm

Random

Q: is there a person on your mind right now = Nothing
Q: do you have any siblings = Answered
Q: do you want children = Girl also haven't have, children?
Q: do you smile often = Depends on my mood
Q: do you like your hand-writing = Why not~?
Q: are your toes painted = I'll be gay if i do so
Q: whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in = I still love my own beds
Q: what colour shirt are you wearing = Black
Q: what were you doing at 7.00 yesterday = Watching Art Of The Devil 2
Q: I can’t wait till = Get OUT FROM SMKS 19
Q: when did you cry last = Last 2 days... watching money not enough 2..so touching~
Q: are you a friendly person = I'm friendly, ya, u can ask danica for the proof.
Q: do you have any pets = Is fish counted as pet?
Q: where is the person you have feelings for right now = santiago de cali
Q: did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now = my parents hand~ they meant for my existence
Q: do you sleep with the TV on = nope
Q: what are you doing = This the best question of all... what else u think i'm doing?
Q: have you ever crawled to your mother or father = Crawled? sounds like bugs? no i dont
Q: can you handle the truth = I prefer the truth more than Lies
Q: are you closer to your mother or father = both are lovable
Q: who was the last person you cried in front of = Nobody
Q: how many people can you say you’ve really loved = A lot~
Q: do you eat healthy = Yeap...(guess so)
Q: do you still have pictures with you and your ex = I don't have an ex oso
Q: have you ever cried because of something someone said to you = As if i care of what they say..
Q: how often do you go to church = I'm a buddhist =)
Q: if you’re having a bad day, who are you mostly likely to go to = No one
Q: are you loud or quiet most of the times = Depends on my mood
Q: are you confident = sometimes it's confident that drag you into lost in confident... but i do confident

Q: 5 things I was doing ten years ago . . . (1998)

- Schooling in SRKS19
- Not friendly
- Wore the spec for one year already
- Not as cheerful as now
- Sleep with the books (now still the same i guess)

Q: 5 snacks I enjoy

- Roti boy
- Chocolate bar
- Cheezy biscuits
- Famous Amos Cookies
- Ice-cream *It's snack for me ^-^

Q: 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

- Donate to the charity
- A car (for family ride)
- A house (it's a promise)
- Buying Share
- Help whoever need my bucks~

Q: 5 of my bad habit:

- Negative Thinking
- Thinking too much
- Easily felt guilty(trying to be heartless here)
- I'm good in lying (believe it or not)
- Lazy too(agree wif danica-chan)

Q: 5 places I’ve lived in:

- My home sweet home
- Melaka,Bukit Katil
- Brisbane, Australia*
- Penang
- Phuket,Thailand* (i've been to here too ya danica)

Q: 5 people tat u tagged:
Everyone who have read this post!! (muahahahaha)

Do you still believe....?

ladies and gentlemen, yeap, i get to hav my time to type in my words again.
it's like every time there's exam around the corner only i begin to have the feeling to blog.

else i'll just leave it rotten there and receive quite some comment which make me realise i was being lazy on blogging. erm, i'm not really a person who often get into a camera's view or 24-7 wielding my camera.. i prefer surfing the net downloading animes & downloading songs or
reading manga through the net, that's wht i prefer the most ya.

it'll be my pleasure to introduce u to this girl above. Aya Hirano~
she's a j-pop singer and i do love her songs coz she had a beautiful voice in singing (not through live though for some reason).
but i still love her~ i'll present u one of her latest song entitled:
Unnamed World.
enjoy yourself kay~!!

I'm back... for a while though

Hey everyone, Deelun is back to blog out his life~
So, mid-term exam has ended long long ago and it is merely just a history.
even the results came out already, how was it?!
SECRET...!
like heck i'm telling anyone coz i myself have decided to forget where i place the results in my room(believe it, once in my room, it's gone almost forever =P).

A'ight, so, just forget bout it shall we, now the trial is nearing, so.... i'm kinda like freaking out but still....
what am i doing now?! blogging!!! lol?! i bet most of my buddies ar now opening the boook reading the hell out of it to score in the trial as it was so god damn important (isn't tht every single exam is important?).
btw, i'll do my best as i could even though i might seems to play most of the time(i did) but i'll try to study too. so, folks, try put ur hands up & cheer for me to study kay. Thanks a LOT~!!

oh, here's a song that i love to listen at my free time. Hope u'll will like it too. it's from
Nightmare - Tsuki no Hikari, Utsutsu no Yume (Light of Moon, Dream of Reality)

Let The Curtain Falls....weeeeeeeee

Anyone Hungry?!







a'ight mid-year just fly by & we all know what is ahead of us especially for the Form 5 & Form 3...
it's time to pray harder & study more!!
this is something unavoidable...
so, get armed up & en garde!!

opppsss... I'm still in the middle of midterm exam nyway... but kinda lazy coz only left 3 more days till it ends... felt wanna break the stone in the heart. every time there's an exam, sure felt very 'heavy' in the heart~

anyway, here's the latest screwed up report :
1. Physics
2. BM
3. Bio (paper 3: wrote the wrong experiment dammit)
4. finally, as usual, add-maths (but i think i did better than the first test)

Coming up papers:
i. Maths Paper 1 & 2
ii. Chemistry Paper 1 & 2
iii. Biology Paper 1 & 2
iv. Last But Not Least, the most idiotic test ever exist in my Form.... PJK~

A Bad Day Pop-ed Up Shooked Everything Apart

Look, these days, i keep on seeing one pair of doves break after another. What is happening?!
Where is all the promising has gone to? I'm not blaming either side & i know that there's no guarantee for a love. When it get loose, it just break like a fragile glass.
However, it just happened that most of them breaking loose & tears roll down from their deary eyes to their cheeks & the happiness that carved on it is gone, no more to be seen.
& you know what, i felt as sad as you guys & girls can felt.
Even though i myself never taste that feeling yet my heart pumps as i listen to your pitiful story.
But hey, i ain't crying for ye, it's the pain that you should have expected to taste whenever you think of starting a relation, in love, there's a price to pay.
You can lift it up, you can put it away.

Move On!!

Staring dead at the end of the road wont help you. Make a U-Turn & buckle up again, then keep on moving.
Don't forget the past & take note of not to repeat the same mistake.
George Santayana's Golden Words
"Those Who Cannot Remember The Past Are Condemned To Repeat It."

No matter what, ladies & gentlemen.. Here i am, preparing my ears & heart to listen to you.
Therefore, i present you this song to show my sincerity that I'll be by your side whenever you're sad. In fact, what friends are for right?!

Judgement & Righteous...

Not much to say here today, just wanna do some quick-post in here. Felt miserable today...
I cant be the one i wanted to be... this kind of feeling is killing me from the inside to the whole part of my body.
I seems like a fool... or maybe I'm just a fool to begin with... My feelings were just like lyrics..


Everlasting depression,
this one page Fleeting tactics,
to those eyes
Without supplication, evil in law, connecting toward prison

Note with deadly poison, harboring fear at earthly desires
Incessant drool at delusional lies Judgment,

prattling on of crime unification
Who knows how to break the deadlock?

World of acquittal
Words of sanction


There goes my hatred grows, The pain that felt like being impaled through my palms & my limbs... The pain of everyone sealed within me & I'll sleep along with their pains that I've took away from them... forever asleep.. never awake...

An update....

Wondering why i've not updated my blogs for weeks already? Well, actually, i faced some problems & i guess it's finally over for now.. yet, another task is coming for me that is the mid-year 'xam. I guess most of the schoolie should have face the same problem right now... yes, that's preparing for it... that even explains the reason why i've no time for my updates right?! but now, i'm able to update it coz i wanna take a breather from reading. my head is killing me right now.

oh, so, why am i not updating my blog last 2 weeks? i should give an answer, actually, i failed my driving exam twice... & i'm totally pissed off that i barely have the moods to do anything..(excluding studying). Each time repeating it, i'll have to pay RM100... that means i've spent RM200 overall just for repeating the stupid exam. Yes, you'll ask me why i failed... I think it's better that i skip the explanation & stick to the conclusion... i sucks at following easy laws... to those who want to take driving license sooner or later, my advise that is... please, be extra concern & careful, they want you to fail more than pass.. in a positive meaning, they're extremely strict...

Anyway, finally... i passed my driving exam... I'm waiting for them to process my license now.. hehehe. Alright then, i guess that's all. (i'll show the pic of the license next time)

Untitled.....

I know I should have never exist,
I know I should have never appear in anyone's sight,
I know I should have never attempt for that feeling,
I know I should have never said that I'm fine,
I know I should have never think of it,
I know I should have never lie to myself,
I know I should have never betray myself,
I know I should have never act emotional;
However, what I'm doing now makes me look emo,
I know I should have never think too much,
I know I should have never wet my eyes.

But then,
I never think of why i exist, I just LIVE IT,
I never make myself invisible,
I never thought of not thinking that feeling,
I never thought of I will give up easily,
I never thought of forgetting it,
I never lie to myself to deny the fate,
I never betray myself to make me look stupid,
I never act emotional to drag others attention,
Just be emo to tell out my feelings,
I never think of that only my life is hard,
I never think that my tears should be shed for nothing.

Day Of 1st April... Never the same....

Wondering why it's been so long since the last time i update my blog?!
Heh~ faced some problem recently that i cant get my ass off from my trouble.
So many things to do, that i got time to do my work, got no time to die...
Well, it's not really serious work actually, it's just that i'm such a lazy ass to work hard.
Passing homework season that is... need to work out all the homework that i miss out before this... especially my sejarah.. the book is still blank until now. It's like nearly untouched(didn't even bring it to school). SPM nearing & i'm getting lazier & lazier... exam sucks deeply as well... sigh.

I can feel like my time is up.... I'm feeling so suffocated.... Rather complaining... I guess I'll just rush out for my work now... update later~

What If someday.....

There's something that is been keeping me in wonder...
Ermmm, well, i don't really know how to describe my feeling but this is the outcome that i've been thinking of.
What if one day.... I'm not in this world anymore, how could my friends in the net would know bout it? Who gonna open my friendster or my Blog to announce my loss? It's a real negative thoughts somehow which a normal teenager like me shouldn't be thinking much about ahahaha.
I'll just hafta live the day i have left.

Anyway, it's time for me to grab my "P" license... shall I purchase the guarantee?? argh, I'm worried that the JPJ fella might not hav the mood on that day. I'll hafta pay another RM100 if i retake the exam... this really bugs me... the guarantee is RM150... worth it or not? friends, if any of you are reading this, kindly leave your suggestion 'kay.

Drama competition is nearing the edge already~ Wish me luck eh!











The girl that i'll die for!

Sigh, The Avalanche of WORK!!

Oh NO, at the beginning of the holiday, i thought that i'll be busy with my holidays like going shopping, playing games & go tackle girls! however, now the holiday is bout to end & i still haven't done anything much. everyday just stay at house sleeping during the afternoon till evening. Totally exhausted because of Drama~! Now, my throat feeling sore already... sigh, the competition of the drama is only 2 weeks away. Can i manage to handle it?!

Not Forget to mention.... My HOMEWORKS!! None of it are touched.... my bags remains the same place since last week. Anyway, who else gonna touch the homeworks anyway... everyone is busy with their holidays isn't it?! (my thoughts^^)

Is This... My Redemption?

Sigh, Today is the day last year fellas collect their SPM results & i get to be there(coincidence) to see them took their results on spot.
Most of them cried, there are even some of them who haven't take it already "whiten" up their face.

It's like they could vomit anytime~ hey, why didn't i felt that way last time when i took my PMR result.... maybe some people are too stress. As for me, maybe i'm too relax which is not a good thing but i still doesn't think that i should be tighten up myself during the day of the results is release. After all, it's what I've done. nothing can be change right. So, for those who are going to take any results of any exam, cheer up yourself & think positive! Make yourself comfortable & never regret whatever your result might be. You've do what you got to do. Even if the result is bad, it's not end of your life, wipe your "stupid" tears & keep on moving.
P/S - At the same time, I'm actually trying to calm myself with my own advice.

First Semester Of Holiday! YAHOO!!...

End of the first sem test also means the beginning of the first sem HOLIDAY!!
Yahoooooo~ but... i got no idea how to spend it well, sigh... maybe i'll ask some friend to hang out.
Since there's many new release movies, i might visit the cinema as well eh.
However, what movie to watch neh?!! ahahaha... i find out that i'm like a trouble-finder nia~ or shud said, trouble-find-me.

Why i say so? i just broke my spectacles!! sigh, the sad thing that is, i don't know how was it broke.
I woke up & i was bout to wore my spec & i realised that the the right part was nowhere..
My spec was a few cm from me coz i place it on a chair along wif my handphone. so, i couldn't possibly step on it coz it was not on the floor, it was on the chair!!... nyway, luckily i have a spare spec ahaha~ if not, i couldn't drive today.

Yeap! just finished another driving class~ another 2 more class i can go take for the JPJ test, but i soon found out a prob... do i have to "treat" that person coffee?... I still need to reconsider bout whether to "treat" or not...sigh~ somehow, i know my driving skill is way okay than my first experience oooo~!

The Heat.....!!!!

sigh.... it's time & the moment to put in the pressure into my head, exam is nearing, everyone started to open their book to study already. The weather is hot, the humidity of air show no responses in our temperature-increasing receptors. You can sweat even the fans has been set to a high level. is this wht they call "Malaysia's Summer" or is it because of the heat of test is nearing that i felt the fire burning in my heart to score in the test?!!
The answer will be revealed...... SOON!!

Is it something wrong with me....(?)

Ever found out that you get very hard to talk to a person that you once care a lot of?
i seems to be facing this problem since the beginning of this year... i cant find what's wrong, but i still cant talk to that person. Is this some kind of traumatic experience that causes me not able to open my mouth even to say "Hi"? I can greet almost everyone even the person that i doesn't know that much but toward that person, i cant...
However, at the same time, that person couldn't greet me as well. So, maybe this gap between us does exist for a long time ago & it has starting to get further & further on.
This will be an unofficial good bye i say it to you.

Good Bye~!
to be honest, i hope that we never met before...

My First Time (!!G-N-I-V-I-R-D)

Heh.... try to read the word from right-to-left~

I should have post this yesterday but due to certain circumstances, i couldn't post it yesterday.
Anyway, yesterday was the first time i get to maneuver a car for the 1st time!
I still can't forget bout my emotion when i was driving that moment~ i was talking calmly with the teacher ahaha. Somehow, my leg was stiffed. I felt relax but my leg doesn't!! I hardly able to move my leg right after the 2-hour lesson.
However, when i see my parents drove car, they doesn't seems to face the prob that i faced~!
No matter what!!!
I'm FEELING


EXCITED~!!!

Valentine?Alone?! Nah, it's OKay!

There you go, a day of Valentine, 14th of February. Compare to the old days, i felt that today is much more sad. Why? It's because friends around me started to have their Valentines as well, some of them enjoy being with their loved ones & some of them started to activate themselves toward the girls they liked for so long. Cant deny myself that i really envied them.. a bit. 'Cause after all, i'm not that desperate for love eh. However, it's normal for someone to be jealous when everyone around them able to be enjoy their love lives while that someone just standing at the corner of the road watching them hugging each other walk away. Maybe, there will be someone that ask me to go out & find one... Find is easy, but to get along is not an easy job. Anyone out there can be your mates. It's just that, can you really get along with them? Some people are better to remain as friend while others have the chances to be together to last for ages & might till you enter your graves. People changes from time to time, i wouldn't said that only girls does the changing, actually, men does to. "Love is a many many stupid thing". Why you ask me? Because you'll do something that you couldn't realise that it was actually a silly thing but you insist on doing it to make your other parts happy. One will come to realise bout this funny stuff when their relation ended or when they are recalling their old silly-yet-happy memories~ So, it's all in our own hands, to let love change ye, or change ye for love.

Time Passes Like Wind Blows

Cant believe CNY's weeks has already ended for me... the holidays are all gone.... & i'll have to get to school 2morow...
Somehow, i'm dissatisfied bout one something! Grrrr... Ida if you're reading this, you'll know it that you get extra 1 holidays which is another 24hours away from school while i'll have to go to school.. grrr....
however, during the last few months which is November & December, i'm boring staying at home & i kept asking myself when is school gonna reopen. T-T i know i'm being demanding & it's not like i could figure out why... if i could figure it, i wouldnt scratch my "kidneys" right now becoz of my homeworks that is undone & i couldnt really breath properly seeing all those homeworks right infront of me.. it's like it wont be finished coz it's add maths!!
I'll have to look at it for a few more moments before i sleep i guess....

I dont know why i place a ladder as my pic this time, i just felt a lump in my throat when i found it.

Hmph.... i wonder....

Based on the topic, i'm really kinda like out of idea eh...
i dont understand why i always cant find any picture to post in my blog... mayb i'm not an active photographer i think.

Yesterday was my friend's birthday & i went to her birthday party... somehow, i couldnt capture any picture at there. the picture that i took was all blur or not clear~ so i never think of posting it in the blog. i wonder wht have happened to my phone-cam. maybe yesterday sunlight was too bright that the picture was all blur... especially when my face was in the picture. cant see my face at all... but others still can be seen... *yawn* too tired to think bout it~

Anyway, i would like to wish Happy Birthday to this 2 friend of mine~
To: Farah Shakina (3rd February) & Sarah Chen (4th February)
"Grown Up Already, It's Time To Move On"

CNY around the corner?!

Booyah..... cant believe 1 year has once past by us & I'm still alive right here posting my blog!!

Cant wait to c wht is right up ahead. something has been setup & meant to happen, yeah you got it right, SPM! the very moment that many 17 will shiver till their bones vibrate non-stop.anyway, i'm not gonna mention bout SPM anymore this time. talk bout CNY a.k.a Chinese New Year then. Well, every year, i'll buy some new clothes just before CNY, why? ermmm there's a proverb for CNY which i cant remember it real well. just that, i know i'll nid to buy new clothes & it's forbidden for ones to wear black clothes during CNY. mostly are recommended to buy colourful shirts, especially RED of coz. however, i bought white colour shirt, nyway, not going to post it right now coz i haven't wear it~

it's been quite some time since the last time i went out shopping wif my family but then, that day, we have plenty of fun though. just that. i'm still not the shopping type person. i get boring easily just by seeing those clothes, unlike my bro, c this buy that~
cant wait to head to melaka to visit my precious nieces & nephews. so long didnt c them already.

Tsk, i'm off~!

So tired... sigh....

Cant i sleep for longer~?

This 2 days totally busted... so tired that cant even rest my mind. thats wht happen when you let your homework flood... even though i told myself that this year will try my best to finish up all the homework ASAP. Somehow, i couldnt do it, i dont know whether i shud give excuses or just keep along with it or not.
I really cant get the time, maybe i'm really lazy till.... aiyoyoyo.. troublesome!
wanna take a nap oso hard for me~!
yesterday when i took my nap, i think i only slept for 10mins & then woke up straight away head to tuition.. zzzzz the weird thing tht is, i didnt get sleepy during tuition which is a good thing though.
anyhow, nothing unusual happened this few days, at least my head didnt suddenly get those "World thinking" stuffed in my mind. oh, & i'm trying to approach a girl in my school though~
ahaha but dont know wht to speak about sigh... just smile at her when i saw her kakaka.
but i just thought of being friends for now, doesnt wanna think bout other stuff

New Year,New Moment, New Feeling(?)

It's been quite some time since i last updated my blog, argh, blame me lazy or got no time.
I hardly able to find my time to write out or should say, i dont know what should i write.
There's not much story bout me, everyday is the same for me...
somehow, i believe something will change... I always felt a lump in my throat...
How's my life going to last, how am i going to write this story of mine...
the more i thought bout it, the more i'm lost into the misery in my head.
SPM is coming near, yet it seems like i'm still relaxing & doesnt realise wht's coming ahead.
be worry bout it?

I prefer Having FUN & Stay CALM!!