Amano Tsukiko - Koe (Voice)

Tatoeba umi no soko de anata ga ikiteru no nara
Watashi wa nihon no ashi wo kitte sakana ni narou
Fukami e ochiru hodo ni anata ga chikazuku no nara
Hate nai yami wo samayou kage ni nattemo ii

Adeyaka ni tadayou watashi no kagerou
Kanawanai hibi ni oborete ita dake
Anata wa inai
Wakatte iru wakatte iru

Noboru noboru taiyou ga
Watashi no basho wo jouka suru
Aoku kizamu kokuin wo
Nurui nurui kaze ga saratte yuku

Tatoeba kono kotoba ga anata ni todoku no naraba
Watashi no seitai wo toriagete sutetemo ii

Azayaka na kizu wo nakushita ima wo
Nanimokamo ubau anata no ondo wo
Motomete ita motomete ita
Maboroshi demo

Kieru kieru nukumori ga
Watashi no basho wo tsurete yuku
Batsu mo nuguu sono ude ni dakarenagara
Nemuri ni tsukitai

Noboru noboru taiyou ga
Watashi no basho wo jouka suru
Batsu mo nuguu sono ude ni dakarenagara
Nemuritai

Kieru kieru nukumori ga
Watashi no basho wo tsurete yuku
Aoku kizamu kokuin wo
Nurui nurui kaze ga saratte yuku

Mushibande yuku kioku no hahen
Watashi wo fusagu piasu ga tarinai
Wasurete shimau boyakete shimau
Anata no koe ga zattou ni kieru

Mushibande yuku nukeochite yuku
Watashi wo fusagu piasu ga tarinai
Atokata mo naku wasurete shimau
Anata no koe ga zattou ni naru

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If, for example, you lived at the bottom of the sea
Id cut my feet off and become a fish
If I got closer to you the deeper I sank
I wouldnt even mind becoming a shadow that wanders through the endless darkness

My shimmering haze hangs charmingly in the air
I was just drowning in the days that didnt work out
Youre not here
I know that, I know that

As the sun rises and rises
It purifies the place where I am
The warm, warm wind takes away
The blue stamp imprinted on me

If, for example, these words reach you
You can rip out my vocal cords and throw them away

I was longing, longing
To have lost my stinging wounds
And for your warmth to take everything away
Even if it was just a dream

Your warmth is disappearing, disappearing
Taking with it the place where I am
I want to go to sleep wrapped in your arms
That even wipe out my punishment

The sun rises and rises
Purifying the place where I am
I want to sleep wrapped in your arms
That even wipe out my punishment

As your warmth disappears, disappears
It takes away the place where I am
The warm, warm wind takes away
The blue stamp imprinted on me

The pieces of my memories are rotting away
I dont have enough piercings to cover myself
I'm forgetting you, you're fading
Your voice fades into the rabble

They're falling away, they're falling away
I dont have enough piercings to cover myself
I'm forgetting you without a trace
Your voice fades into the rabble

I'm ready for goodbyes...

Nowadays, I felt that my mind have felt so much relieve that I started to think my problems in an more optimistic ways to prevent me to seal myself into the gloomy-prison of my soul.
I've already prepared myself for the worst-case-scenario that might happen to me... No point of avoiding because it will keep haunting me until I barricades my heart from any interaction..

Somehow, I prefer to face it than avoiding, I know what I should do and how I should do it.
Hopefully, I can still make the smile. I've once told one of my friend that, ever since that incident happened, part of the real me has awaken... I just need more pain, more to make it numb, to make me felt painless through an uncertain darkness with no lights shine upon me.

At the same time, maybe she was right too, I was too good... (or maybe weak) to infuse myself with iniquitous. Maybe I'm just merely a 笨小孩 like the song I posted before..Suffered too much emotional pain till I want to run myself in calamity end.. But... Can I ever do it...?

Anyway, recently, my heart been keep having heartache, not the emotional type.. it's the organ..
It hurts from time to time and I can felt that it's pumping real fast...Seems quite the same like my elder brother...Sigh~

柯受良,劉德華,吳宗憲 - 笨小孩

Watch my time passes....

Sigh, another few more days where I'm doing nothing but sitting at home wasting my life time... Really wish that I could save the time which passes for nothing and use it when I really need it in the future time...
Like you know, I can fasten the time and once the I reach to the future where I wanted, I stop at there, then when I need the time, I can use back the time I've forwarded before this to freeze the whole world time... (by this sentence, maybe you should start dialing emergency numbers for me).
oh well, if everyone have the might, the really do wanna imagine for a special power for themselves ain't it? However, this kind of dream are just to entertain your stressful brain TEMPORARY..
If you really eager that it will happen, it'll be my pleasure to dial the emergency number for you then.. I know I did say nothing is impossible but there's a limit for everything especially imagination a'ight~

So, what kind of superpowers do you have in mind which you think might come in handy for you in your life?
You could just use some of your really-free-good-for-nothing time to think of it~
and you might as well share it with me kay ahahaha~

P/S - I know this sucks, I never deny I'm stupid....
nor smart of coz~

Naitomea - Star[K]night

kono sora ni te wo nobashite mo
todoku koto no nai shin kirou
boku no senaka no oreta tsubasa
mukashi no you ni tobezu ni

yume wo motome jiyuu wo oi motometeta
hakanai kaze ni yurare

ano toki kimi ga ushi natta mono wa
yozora no mukou no hoshi ni natta
nurashita hoho wa itsuka kawaite
kitto habatakeru kara

boku no kokoro hitori de aruiteru
ikiru itami ni taete

ano toki kimi ga ushi natta mono wa
yozora no mukou no hoshi ni natta
nurashita hoho wa itsuka kawaite
kitto habatakeru kara

kokoro no oku ni sumi tsuite iru
kanashimi wo nuguisatte
yoru wo tsukinuke sora wo tsukinuke
doko made mo tonde yuketara

------------------------------------English Translation -----------------------------------------

When I extend my hand into this night sky
I can't reach the mirage
The wings were ripped off my back
Without them I can't fly to the past

I pursued freedom in search of a dream
Shaking in empty wind

The thing that you lost at that time
It became a star of the night sky over there
Wet cheeks are now dry
Because I can flap now

I walk with one heart of mine
Bearing a pain to live

It lives in the depths of my heart
I wipe out the sorrow that it leaves
piercing through the empty night sky
Where it'll able to fly forever,

Keep It Moving...!!

Time time keep on flowing will you...I'm tired of waiting you to pass by day by day...
Though I felt like I'm wasting my daily time just by sleeping, online-ing,eating and doing nothing.
I think there're spore will be growing around me if I keep myself accommodate at home doing nothing at all. Lol... thought of exercising like how I used to.. but I just don't have the feeling to do it... Felt like want to do it when I go to TARC there (I realise there got some gym instrument). I'm sure I can make a good use of it at there~ hehe.
I want to be strong and energetic~ ohohoho and live a healthy life as well.
Life is just once,take it, live it, and play it well ahaha~
All the heartbrokens,pains,worries and sorrows can be thrown to the shining star at the very night~
Yes, who say can't? Nothing Is Impossible what... not meh??

張學友 - 煩惱歌

Back to business!!

A'ight, after a few days or weeks of enjoying my doing-nothing-only-fun time~
It's time for me to take back looks of what I've to do for my future.
So today was supposed to do back lotsa stuff tht i've left off.But then I'm still looking for a place to rent, hoping to get a place that is comfortable and cool for me~
oh ya, I'm looking for a new laptop/desktop.. though i still havent decide which of it i shud get..
It's pretty confusing when u got so many decision to make.
Argh, pls let me get to college as soon as possible and get a new life at there. though i noe, later I'll be begging for holidays during my sem commencement hehe~!

later will be going to change my bank account pin ahahaha..
P/S - if anyone have any good suggestion of a good laptop/Desktop, hope u could kindly give me suggestion and some advice luu hehe thanks~!

Aya Hirano - RIOT GIRL

Itsumo to onaji you ni warai kakeru uso mo koi mo
Binetsu ni gomakasarete ii dase nai my darling
Anata dake no baby doll
Sonnan ga yume ja mono tari nai
Wow… Wow… kiduka nai furi shiteru

Otonashikute kawaikute
Garasu no kutsu dakishimete matte iru…
Hora, tsuresatte yo “I'll get you, Baby!”

Kasoku shiteku risou mo honto no hate no mirai mo
Maki okose saa, boudou no chuushin de
Daremo tadoritsuke nai no nara kiri hiraite ike
Omoikkiri waga mama ni kagayaite iyou!

Itsumo to onaji you ni ika nai to omotteta kedo
Marude kodomo mitai ni ikacchaun da mon my daring
Sayonara mo kikazu ni kakenuketeku matatakuma ni
Wow… Wow… tsugi wa nani o shouka

Jitto shiteru tte kowai kedo
Oujisama no kiss wa itadaichaou
Hora, misetsukete yo “You want me, Baby!”

Kinou made no ashita mo hanpa na kako mo omoi mo
Fukitoba se saa, arashi no chuushin e
Ushiro nante furimuka nai demo michi wa dekite yuku
Mi ni matotta watashi kakko ii desho?

Hashaiden ja nakute abaretenda
“Kirai da” tte yuuwaku shite ageru yo
Hora, tanoshin jaou “Let's go ahead, Baby!”

Koko de owaru watashi nara
Kitto koko made kore nakatta
Mawari dase saa, sekai no chuushin de
Bakusou shite doko made iku no? Souzou mo tsuka nai
Watashi dakara dekiru sore ga RIOT GRRRL

Making use of the time I have..

Yesterday have a NS gathering with my friends and believe it or not, it was me who make out this idea to go hang out together hehe but there's only 6 people (Chris,Evon,Junhung,Bubu,Vinni and Me) in the gathering. It's not because the others FFK us but it was my suggestion that not too gather too many people.. at least we could keep hanging out and walk together unlike our first gathering which turns out to be sucks.
Can't deny it, we have tons of fun didnt we? A lot of laughter and cheer~
So, it was like this~
We're suppose to meet up at there at 11am something..
So, I just woke up at 8.30am and prepare all those stuff.. then 10.20am start moving to KTM..
I estimated to reach at 11.30am but then... I've waited at there from 10.45am till 11.44am and then only the bloody KTM reach..
It was so lame to be so late to reach there(at bout 12.20pm).. somehow, i wasn't the one who came late.. hehe~~

Meet up with them d, so we just all went to buy movie tickets and the show that we picked was quite outdated in the cinema, The Unborn but the movie was pretty cool though but didnt give me any haunting effect(since I'm used to these stuff). I kinda like almost have the creepy feelings when I see my friend get shocked~ lol~ It's like their feelings link to me.
As for our lunch (before going for movie), we went to Kim Gary and guess what... I had it with my Kai mui the day before... So, I was like "Kim Gary....again?!" but then since i duwan mafan my fellow friends,I just join them along and ordered things tht is more different than before~
though i still have the familiar taste while eating.

Next on, after movie, we went for a walk, in other words, window shopping~
found out some cool stuff and books but rather save money not to buy it yet hehe~
As for our dinner, We went to Dragon-I (not sure the name) to eat the RM1 chicken dish.
Sounds very cheap huh, we add more 2 plate of Siew Long Pau(each plate got 4 pieces) and adding up the drinks as well...
The total sum was like RM75+ (tax,service and etc.) with each people pay bout RM13.
Then, that's the end of the day luu hehe~

oh and.. one funny thing that was... before the night of our date..Evon called me..

Evon : Hello, Lun ar.. about tml hor..
Me : Yes what about it? Got problem isit?
Evon : Ya...do u noe that I and J**Hung now ermm...
Me : Oh, yeap i noe already ar.. So what about it...
Evon : I heard that you said that we shouldnt bring BF and Gf along wor.. then how...
Me : (jammed on the phone for a while)...Erm..what do u mean?
Evon : den I and him now were couple wor...
ME : LOL LOL LOL!!! yeah of coz both of you can go la.. duh!! both of you are from kem terkok aren't you?!!
Evon : hehe ya lor hor...
Me : (sweat) ya no prob kay, I didnt object NS couples to go, I meant only bring along frens tht we know from kem terkok but not too many, and it's better for us all that are close to each other
Evon : hehe ok~ thanks lor!
Me : ya of coz silly girl~ so see u tml lor!
Evon : ok bye..

there goes my same year,same month,same day de good old ji mui~ cute and innocent!!

Some Pictures We Took~

Backstreet Boys - Just Want You To Know

Looking at your picture
from when we first met
You gave me a smile
that I could never forget
And nothing I could do
Could protect me from you
that night

Wrapped around your finger,
always on my mind
The days would blend
'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were,
everything, everything to me

I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

All the doors are closing,
I'm trying to move ahead
And deep inside
I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty
from the day
The day you slipped away

And I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go (oh) Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe
That theres a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say (yeah)
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That since I lost you
I lost myself (oh)
No I can't fake it
There's no one else

So I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me (back to me)
But still I have to say (I have to say)
I would do it all again (do it all again)

I just want you to know ('cause I've been fighting)
That I've been fighting to let you go (oh) Some days I make it through (and then there's)
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe (yeah)
That there's a day you'll come back to me (but still)
But still I have to say (I have to say)
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

Fighting To Let You Know...or Go?

Surely, today is a great day for me when I've someone to tell my story to..
It's always different to tell it out to people in text than speak it out.
The feeling was like each breath you use to speak out your heart,you'll feel much more relieve than you text it out through words.
And I'm so glad to have a good "relative" (my kind and sweet "sis").Yes if you,my sis are reading this, sincerely,I'm very glad that you could accompany me and hear me out.
Though frankly, the mark of the broken heart is indeed still right here in me.
I know this takes time to fade..Time is my best friend right now I guess.

Oh and by the way, today I watched the movie "He's Just Not That Into You" and the movie was nice. It was a love-circled-story but I find it out to be interesting somehow ahaha. It's a worth-watching-2 hour-30 mins movie after all. Suitable for girls (18 above~) if you're confuse/interesting in love stuff thingy, even guys are suitable for it.. It's a matter of how you think after all.

Over And Out~!

Naitomea - Lost In Blue

Kono saki wa nanimo nai
Boku wo waratta taiyou to semi no koe sonna sekai no owari ni

Furi mukeba kakoha kieteite
aishita anohitono namaesae, nanimo omoidasenai yo

Kietai kienai kietai
Zutto itakute tsurakute demo kesenakute
Itsuka kawareru? Kawareru? Kawareru?
Mijimeni mogaita ano natsu

Kono saki wa nanimo nai?
ano hi kurutta taiyou to kimi no koe sonna sekai no owari ni

Kietai kienai kietai

Zutto itakute tsurakute demo kesenakute
mou ii ka? Mou ii yo arigatou sayounara

ano natsu no jibun he

Gomen ne. Damedatta. Waratterundarou na . Hetakuso nawarai kao de

Mou ichido umarete

Mata boku ni umarete

Saiko no kao de waraunda

I thought everything...Will be alright...

14th April 2009
was suppose to be one of my happiest day in my year of 2009...
because i'm finally free from a burden that i've made it into myself..
the broken hand..


But... my living nightmare.. has just begun... my hand turn out to be disfigured...
The bones are not completely match up together.. the fracture... was still there...
it's like my emotion.. the broken heart, is still there, leaving a mark for me to remember of it..Does it seems to be ok for your eyes?? What about taking a closer look deep into my bones...

After a few months.. of persevering waiting... the fracture is indeed still there...
maybe i still have the glimpse of hope to fix this hand,somehow... is my broken heart able to recover?

A'ight... another thing..
which eventually.. make me smiled in the "wtf?!" reaction...The word was written wrongly...and it turns my name into some goofy name..
ha ha ha, damn it~!

Naitomea - Mad Black Machine

sabita naifu to kimi no yubi
kieta toiki ga
yume kara boku wo hikizuri okoshi

atama wo naguru kimi no koe
kowasa nai you ni yasashiku
nandomo

doushite doushite
kimi ga mienai
konnani kimi wo motomete motometeiru noni

toukute hakanai yami wo motomete
kyou mo mata chiisana tomoshibi ga chiru
kowashite nakushite kurikaesu hodo
kanpeki na asu ga nijin de kieru
yagatete ni ireru
zettai teki musou jashin wo

sayonara katsute aishita hito yo
boku ga motometa aite wa kimi ja nai kimi ja nai

toukute hakanai yami wo motomete
kyou mo mata chiisana tomoshibi ga chiru
kowashite nakushite kurikaesu hodo
kanpeki na asu ga nijin de kieru

toukute hakanai yami wo motomete
kyou mo mata chiisana tomoshibi ga chiru
owari wo sagashite
sora wo miageta
itsuka kitto kimi ga ataete kureru
subete kudake chiru
zettai teki musou jashin wo

Am I getting old? Muscle pain...Whole body...

Yeap.. so true, my whole body felt the ache each time i didn't move it..bah it's not that I doesn't want to exercise... with my hand condition, I don't even have the feeling to jog..
But my kind of pain was like... Really causes me couldn't sleep well at all leh... This kind of feelings sucks. Then today go traveling around PC fair at KLCC there... need to walk for a few hours some more,those pain was like killing me from inside but oh well, like always,maintain my own condition luu hahaha..Pain till die also won't give a whine~
I rather endure it... As usual...

By the way, my pain doesn't come in waste, I bought a 16Gb kingston pendrive(Rm92,cheapest I could ask for...RM90 out of stock) in return though~ So lovely isn't it?!
Somehow, still wondering what could I use it for hehehe~
I believe I could use it soon...In the future~
Let time bring me to that flow then...

Michael Learns To Rock - That's Why (You go away)

Never Gone

Approximately 3 months I've been laying on a very sweet dreams, the feeling of loving someone and to be loved was really indeed like a paradise.
Somehow, there's nothing that would last forever in this world,Nothing...
I've always know about this facts in life.Though,if can,I really doesn't want to wake up from this very dream...I wished to close my eyes longer and let my dream tells me that everything is still remaining forever. However, like what they've always said "reality is cruel,truth is a criminal".
My heart senses the bleaching sensation each time I tried to avoid the truth.. But, it's better I wake up as early as possible to avoid further pain...
If something that doesn't belongs to you, no matter how you force yourself into it...
No happiness can be found through there..
All that left for me, that's to see my "happiness" found the place that it's suppose to belong to.
And I'll be waiting... waiting for one day... where I can finally rest.. in
Peace..

張學友 - 我等到花兒也謝了 (李若彤演出)

30 Days till that very day...

Okay, today travel around Klang alone to Aeon Jusco(almost lost but still glad I can make it to there) to meet up with my friend (JJ) to watch movie and look for some stuff to buy,yeah, the "stuff" that I meant was a present.. I'm planning for a big bang birthday surprise.
Things I'll always admit I dunno how to do but now I'm learning how to do it just to make things become special and make every eyes that stares into it full with jealousy~
Somehow, it's not that very easy,I'll need time and effort to accomplish it (btw,I'll rot in home if I don't find something to do either way).
So,within this 30 days, I'll prepare my surprise.
I'm not sure how this surprise will be a surprise because I'm not the romantic type of person,I don't know how to make people touched, but I sure have many ideas which people might not thought of it(or maybe they do~). Who knows....
Someone else might have bigger surprise than mine but as long as I kept in mind that I'm putting the best of effort in my work, I'll be satisfied no matter how the result was..
Too bad during my SPM, I know I didnt put in the effort I supposed to put in..
From now, I should try my best on every good or bad things I'll be doing soon...

Time will be the answer~

郭富城 - 鐵幕誘惑

An old classic that I once love to listen a lot ahaha... hope you folks will have an interest on it too hehe~

My Uprising..

After just a few days of thinking,I felt that I've really go through a hard time to change myself from time to time. I realise that I really having a lotsa problem especially to trust someone and my negative thinking had never be gone so far in my life.
Somehow, I do realise if I don't hurriedly change myself, I tend to lose everything,everything I was supposed to have infront of me yet I could hardly appreciate it even though I often advices people to appreciate and cherish their life..
Have I ever cherish my life...Why can't I take things in a more positive way.
I've always think too much,all my friends that ever understands me always advices me not too think too much..
I have to be strong, I must have faith to those people that plant their blessings on me, no matter how hard was my past,no matter how many obstacle I've passed through.
This time, I will make a difference in my life! I said it,means I will do it!
I'll show the world that I, Deelun~ Can create miracle, I'm not weak!!

AND

I WILL BE THE ONE!!!

(yeahhh that's the spirit, a new life, a new faith)

For all the friends who supported me all this long, I hope I will not disappoint you like how I used to. Today Monday 06th of April 2009, will be memorable as I'll start my mission to bring myself to the shining world through my heart!!

Fly

Reaching for the sky so hard
You are trying to get up
From everything motto habataku tame ni

Fighting for your life so hard
Someday you will see the light
Kagayaku tame ni hikari aru michi

I will fight and fight for me
I will show the world what I can do
If I had the wings I will fly high then anything anyone

Fly so high, Fly so high
Dare yori takaku tonde miseru sa
Fly so high, Fly so high
Moetsukiru made tatakaitsuzuke
For my life

I feel alone everyday
Sky of love, Sky of tears
Glory and sadness kodoku norikoe

I've been searching through the dark
If there's a light up ahead
And I will meet you in front of the "Holy Cross"

I will fight and fight for you
I will do anything just for you
If I had the power to fly high then anything anyone

Fly so high, Fly so high
Kaze ga anata ni yuuki wo atae
Fly so high, Fly so high
Sora ni tsutsumare rise now
For your life, I will fly with you

If you feel alone I will be there for you
Take my hand tomo ni hateshinai sora
Come with me now, Fly with me now yume no basho

There is only one sky to fly
Ima koko de fly to your light

Fly so high, Fly so high
Dare yori takaku tonde miseru sa
Fly so high, Fly so high
Moetsukiru made tatakaitsuzuke

* Fly so high for my life
I've been searching throught the dark
I will fight and fight for you

* repeat

Looking for a light in the far away darkness...

Today is indeed a bad day... I've caused another person I love in my life to hurt...
how many time was it I've hurt someone's heart... i hate myself,i hate everything about myself.
All i ever hope for is to cherish others life and i don't hope to see them sad.As for myself,I got nothing no more inside me,I don't care what my feelings are,all i want is for others to be happy and not to follow my path to trace loneliness and sadness.
I've seen many things not just through my life,through this whole world and that's when i have the visionary to make people happy especially the ones that I loved..but in fact,who am I to do such act.
I don't have what it takes to cherish peoples life..
Yeah,maybe you're thinking I'm being emotional to myself or I'm pleading for someone to care and look at me.Be frankly,I really don't care bout my own emotion,whether people realise me or not,it's not really a matter.
Maybe you're asking me in your mind "then why the hell you do blogging,isn't that you're pleading someone to read it and hope for their sympathy".
In fact, I do blogging because I have no place to write out the words in my heart,I've no place to keep my feelings in home,and i nid to do something to make me felt relieve...
In here,the internet(in my blog...), I just write it without thinking of whether will there be a person who read it or not..

Last but not least, I just want to apologise again to my dearest...
I shouldn't do what I've done..But since I know the problem is related to me,I have the responsible to know and help in together with you to solve it.I doesn't want you to take this all alone...Please forgive me and understand my intention...

Riot Guy!!

Since I'm so bored being at home like almost everyday and there's not much thing I could do alone..
I'll just spend some of my time blogging up.
Still got one month+ till my sem started and right now it's all bout rehabilitation in my home since my boney hand is still in the bad condition,I cant move too much as it will make my whole hand pain in numb. And yesterday my friend called me:
Ezzat : oi kok!!
Me : urm?
Ezzat : esok jom gi Sunway....Lagoon!!
Me : Lol?! sorry la, tangan x pulih lagi ar,x bleh rendam air.
Ezzat : ah la, x pe la, ko pakai je plastic kat tangan ko pastu angkat tangan tinggi tinggi masa kat air
Me : (WTF is he thinking?!!) eh sorry ar,mmg x bleh ar,kang patah lagi sekali,lagi teruk.
Ezzat : oh, ok la,xper..eh "stock" dah dapat??
Me : .... ok ok...
Ezzat : ok la,bye~
Me : bye..

Sucha good friend of mine.. never forget bout me ahahaha but too bad dudes,it's a wrong timing man.Guess I'll just put all this alone, who ask me to be so strong until broke my own bone.
the hardest thing in human mind that is to deal self injury to your own physical.Your mind will keep finding way to minimize your injury when you tend to do something to yourself. It's a self-defence program tht's buried in your mind.

You might be wondering what i'm saying is a crap or not.. well, you can try it yourself then,try punch urself as hard as possible and then ask someone else to punch u as hard as possible, you'll realise the difference of pressure launch on u by ur partner.
that's because ur brain was hesitating your physical to not injured yourself but your mind was telling your hand to punch yourself..

As for my case... I calculated wrongly and overused my strength..It's called as unpredictable cases or in other words...Accident..Sigh...
Still lazy to tell out bout my PLKN experience... dunno why,my feelings been driving me mad lately...

That's Where You Find LOVE!!

In your eyes
I found the greatest prize
You and I could not be closer

And in your arms
Is everything I want
Now I know my search is over

And I don't know where you take me
But it's exactly where I wanna be

It's where the stars line up
It's where the oceans touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's where you give your all
And give a little more
I've never been so sure
That's where you find love

People pass
And listen to us laugh
Wishing that they had the same thing

And our friends they ask
How we made it last
I just smile and say the same thing

I'm not sure how we got here
Baby I'm just glad that you got here

It's where the stars line up
It's where the oceans touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's where you give your all
And give a little more
I've never been so sure
That's where you find love

That's where you find love

It's where the stars line up
It's where the oceans touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home

It's in the air right now
It's where you give your all
And give a little more
I've never been this sure
That's where you find love

Find love

That's where you find love