Leading you out...

Up to now, really, I've come to post-stop that I have no idea how should I make a post for my blog.. Totally lost of ideas or should have said, things that is happening around me is all around the same thing. Even the word "same" itself have repeated more than 20 times I think. Oh well, that's how a-nothing-special guy leads his own life you see.

Things that is happening around me is all just so simple and easy to live it out. Somehow, in some other way, people see my life as a very complicated one because there are things in life that I think of that they could never thought I had it in me. People doesn't trust me for the things I've said alright.

First thing first, there's no such thing as coincidence in what I ought to said about a person, you may said that I know nothing about them but then at certain sight and at another angle of view, I know what kind of person I'm judging on. I don't talk bad stuff about people, I just tell you what they are about to do to you.

So, what's the different with giving people bad impression about their friends? Look, at certain moment, I prefer to become the asshole than to see you being cheated and tooled by those scumbags. Somehow, my words are hard to be believed (as usual) and you have your tears rolled. I wouldn't be surprised nor laugh at you. Since, you're not the first person that didn't believe me.

I hope both of you learned some lesson out of this incident. Don't learn anything from me, I didn't do anything at all and please don't be stupid. What you've been through is nothing related to my TwoFace theory okay! At your stage, all that matters are like how to become a hypocrite or at least that's what you think you are. What you did wasn't TwoFace.

At least the other friend of yours understand what my Twoface was like... but as for you, you've totally misunderstood the purpose I made out this theory. I don't think it's the time for you to understand, you still need to fall deeper to understand.

Yes, I'm pushing both of you down, wouldn't even bother rescuing both of you. I rather see you fall than letting others take opportunity on both of you.

Last but not least, Welcome to Reality KIDS!!

Sad means Love too?

Once again, I'm stuck to questioning myself of how I witnessed some of my friends being tormented by their loved one with many bulls~~ It was so obvious that the guy was delivering puppy love to her but yet she's loving him in a mature way and the way the guy is "eating vinegar" on her is rather bugging me.

First, he's trying to control her even though they are not together (or should say haven't be together), oh I hate people controlling.. Oh come on, even her parents didn't forbid her from talking and hanging out with other guys yet you as the guy who love her is trying to forbid her from doing so?!

Then, he already pissed me off by setting rules with her yet he's the one who have the ability to hang out with girls and keep close with girls~? Please don't be a politician, you're already setting a crime scene before someone else committing it~!!

& as for you girl, I have no idea how you even felt secured being with someone who you always felt sad with but at the same time I could tell it very much that you need him a lot. WHY?

ahhhh~ the power of love. Could really blinded someone and make them doing something really stupid yet for them, it's worthwhile~ I don't have any objections toward the way you're planning for your relationship nor am I going to put my hand on it~ You've make your steps deeply further even you've stepped on it before. Therefore, it's your choice already.

Though I'm in good mood to see how all this come to an end, your faith impressed me a little for being able to hold on~ Prove me wrong if you can.

Duh~ I'm not saying I'll be correct all the time, but it's something I myself experienced before; That's obviously an Infatuation.. maybe not you but it's certainly is for him~

That's why I said, Age doesn't equal to your
Maturity Growth~

Meeting up Old Buddies...

27th November 2010 (Evon, Pink, Nicole) (ChewWei, TzeP'ng, Me)

Out of nowhere, a reunion is suddenly held and at this peak moment, most of our friends tend to be busy and so, we'll just have to move on with the plan of having this reunion as we might not have another chance to do so. Thanks to my dear 大姐大, Evon to make this happen as she was the one to organise all this. Though it's nothing much in the activity list, all that we've done was just to have a meal at BarBeQue Plaza and have few photos taken of us being reunited after one year++. As there was a time limit for some of our members, we had to make things short to make a short stroll and have some dessert craving at Honeymoon(?) or something like that~

It's great meeting up with the 5 of you though.

Chubby~~

And after that, I went for another round of reunion with another old buddy of mine~ Chubby Jess wahahahaha~ at her Taylor's College somemore~ It was sucha short day and the time passes real fast that I didn't realise it was late night already ahaha~

Glad to know that most of you are in pink health by the way~

It's being repeated...

Now that I wonder, who should I turn to during the moment when I was sad. Because every time when I was sad, it's only also due to the few same problems that I couldn't lay a hand to change it. It's always the same thing and I hardly get over with. And I've been wondering if people will ever get tired of me keep having the same thing that ache my heart all the time. See, all of my previous post was always quite the same thing, I just kept trying to figuring who I really was. Even I myself is getting tired of things that are bugging me, but, what can I do... and again, dig a hole in my heart, buried it~

I have no tears right~?

Something Interesting

YOU MAY THINK THE ANSWERS ARE FUNNY. BUT THEY ARE THE CORRECT ANSWERS. THINK BEYOND BOUNDARIES

You cant take anything with you in your last journey, except your deeds

Awesome Answers In IAS(Indian Administrative Service) Examination
Q. How can you drop a raw egg onto a concrete floor without cracking it?
A. Concrete floors are very hard to crack!

Q. If it took eight men ten hours to build a wall, how long would it take four men to build it?
A. No time at all it is already built.

Q. If you had three apples and four oranges in one hand and four apples and three oranges in the other hand, what would you have?
A. Very large hands.

Q. How can you lift an elephant with one hand?
A. you will never find an elephant with one hand.

Q. How can a man go eight days without sleep?
A. No Probs, He sleeps at night

Q.. If you throw a red stone into the blue sea what it will become?
A. It will Wet or Sink as simple as that.

Q. What looks like half apple ?
A: The other half.

Q. What can you never eat for breakfast?
A: Dinner.

Q. Bay of Bengal is in which state?
A: Liquid

Interviewer said "I shall either ask you ten easy questions or one really difficult question.

Think well before you make up your mind!" The boy thought for a while and said, "my choice

is one really difficult question." "Well, good luck to you, you have made your own choice!

Now tell me this.
"What comes first, Day or Night?"
The boy was jolted into reality as his admission depends on the correctness of his answer,

but he thought for a while and said, "It's the DAY sir!"
"How" the interviewer asked.
"Sorry sir, you promised me that you will not ask me a SECOND difficult question!"
He was selected for IIM!

Technical Skill is the mastery of complexity, while Creativity is the master of presence of mind.
This is a famous paper written for an Oxford philosophy exam, normally requiring an eight page

essay answer and expected to be backed up with source material, quotes and analytical reasoning.

This guy wrote the below answer and topped the exam!

* OXFORD EXAMINATION BOARD 1987* *ESSAY QUESTION*

Question: What is courage? (50 Marks)
Answer: This is courage

Better to Light a Candle
than to Curse the Dark

Points on How to Improve Your Life

Personality:
1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment
3. Don't over do; keep to your limits
4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does
5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip
6. Dream more while you are awake
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.
Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more
14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Community:
15. Call your family often
16. Each day give something good to others
17. Forgive everyone for everything
18. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6
19. Try to make at least three people smile each day
20. What other people think of you is none of your business
21. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:
22. Do the right things
23. However good or bad a situation is, it will change
24. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up
25. The best is yet to come
26. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful

Copy-pasted from an email~

My face.. My Life...

Picture from one month ago~

Urgh, just been through another painful moment of extracting all those "seeds" from my face today and had a wallet digging session as well. It's sad to see the investment on my face keep increasing as most of the products that I've used mostly only useful for the first few weeks and weeks after that, it became worst and since I haven't finished the product, I forced myself to use it (and yes, this is one stupid decision) because the outcome was... From bad to worst.

Since I'll be talking about money, there was this second that I thought of, does having a girlfriend same like opening a new asset where you'll need to invest a lot of money on your loved ones? I heard this story from my friend that her boyfriend gave a load sum of investing on her as like from top to bottom all purchased by her boyfriend. Normally, this kind of purchasing of course is normal for one gentleman to give it to her loved ones as a gift but when I knew the money came from the parents instead of from his own effort, I seriously despise the act of that guy. Not to mention, each time they went for date, he'll be sure to buy at least something for her (of course, not expensive also won't buy)

Be it if his parents are millionaire and even print money out to this world, but to use their money to buy things for your loved ones.. It's like you're just using the money to buy the lady's heart instead of applying your own hardworking-money to buy something for her. In this situation, it's like, the parents are the one who's making the girl happy with those gifts, not the guy, he's just playing the role of a middle person. If this is the sense of romantics that most of the people are seeking for.. Then I'll point the gun at my head.. "I seriously know nothing of being romantic!!"

And so, I come to think of myself.. If one day I found someone I loved before I know how to earn money, Will I spend off my money like this guy? And for Hel if I do... I need someone to slap me hard on my face..

P.S - Giving treats or buying presents for special occasions should be fine ya?
Oh and, as long they are happy with it, it doesn't really matter.
It's just that, all this makes me wonder ya..

Calling to The Night。。。

I've been kinda lacking off on my blogging and it's because of the lack of internet at my new accommodation. Though judging from my situation, living without internet wasn't half bad, I have many spare times to do other stuff like going for gym, swimming, hanging out, and even end up on the table finishing tutorials (which I don't do much till the last minute last time). Be it bad or good, I still think this new place is better though there are some controversy occurring among us but then I'm sure these are no big deals.

Right now, what I'm up against is only towards myself, not till recently, I've just realised that it's like always the things or someone that I concerned the most are separated from me without any reasoning. Yes, I know that I've mentioned this problem before this but then, it's more likely that this feeling wouldn't leave me.

Somehow, like what I've always said, [Bad things don't Last forever] or should say, I've learned to adapt in between Good and Bad and being Neutral regardless of my situation. I must move on and wouldn't be failing myself by getting concerns, I won't move far if I keep wishing someone will held my hand and lead me forward because I realise I'm not the kind of person to have that Luck to gain concern.

Maybe I just don't worth it to gain your attention but I've had enough, I no longer looking forward the moment where you'll look at me, this time, I'll do it all by myself, just like before. So, I guess I doesn't really need the feeling of being concerned because the line of my duty is to help those who's left behind instead of thinking in a second of whether anyone will be helping me. When the time comes, You'll leave me like a bird lifting off from its nest!

Therefore, Bon Voyage my angels!
I'll be Fighting for What's right~

Life as We Know it

Well, just another interesting movie that I've planned to watch right after I've saw the trailer and right Yes, this movie is indeed interesting and truly a comedy about taking it one step at a time. Everything was rather simple and easy to understand. I just felt that it's great because there are some reality you can find in this story that might hit onto you in the future~ Taking care of a child can be fun and at the same time, depressing~ But at the end of the day, it's just worth it, and that's how I felt after watching it.

Ratings : 8/10

For me, Reality is actually Unreal

All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages.

A quote expressed by William Shakespeare which I find it to be rather true for me. Even after a long talk with my fellow friends, though there were many knowledge and experience that they have shared with me, I wouldn't think of another reason for me to pull off myself from being the ol-real me and I can move on with the progress that I'm making out. Be it that I'll forever be lying to myself and never find back the person I once was, I know it very well that this will be the decision I regret naught.

I don't know about you but then in my dictionary, I've already wiped off the comparison between Good and Bad and left it with a "?". Somehow, if you would still be asking me what kind of guy exactly I am since there's already no more comparison between Good and Bad, I would answer it "I'm still a Bad guy". & so I'm no Devil from Hell nor an Angel from Heaven.

All that I could say for myself that is

"Never Overestimated your Positivity nor Underestimated your Negativity"

Results of Year 2 Sem 1

Main| COMMERCIAL LAW OF MALAYSIA B- Main| INTRODUCTION TO HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT B- Main| BASIC MANAGEMENT PRINCIPLES C+ Main| ENGLISH FOR BUSINESS B Main| JAPANESE LANGUAGE I C+ Main| BADMINTON S Resit| INTRODUCTION TO ACCOUNTING C+ Resit| FUNDAMENTALS OF ACCOUNTING D Resit

CGPA: 2.8254 Apparently, this sem's result is the worst of it comparing to the sems before this. Even though my passing rate was better but then the grades was really disappointing me especially my English language subject.. Which I'm good at also only manage to score only a B.. (not even B+ or A-). I have to admit it that during this sem, all the tutors are really kiam siap with our marks and too damn strict on us. However, that's only 10% for that blame, as for the 90% blame should be on myself.. I've been playing too much and falling of the border of trying my best to fully furnish my works. This sem, I'll work it out to achieve higher and I have to for this sem will be the toughest sem ever. That's what I think though~ The failing on Fundamentals of Accounting (a resit sub) was expected already because I've lost all my wills to struggle on.. Don't know why, I've been really demotivated during this very last paper.. I'm going to resit it again in the new sem. And this sem, I'll make a change~! P.S- Sorry for those who had good expectation for my results I felt really disappointed with this results too T^T

3rd Time moving out

Few days didnt online makes me felt like it's been years since the last time I online. I've missed out so many things on the net and the updates in Facebook was untraceable since when was the last update I've made. Even the webpage I used to check various news also got many updates.. It took me about 1 hour to finish reading all those news from all around the world ahaha.

My absence on the Internet recently was due to the fact I've changed my accommodation. Previously, I've moved to PV6 (a nice apartment) but now I've moved to PV8 (a nicer and newer apartment) with the same rental fee. The reason why we moved out was due to a few unreasonable facts that are;

1. It's hard to contact the owner when problem occurred
2. We've made the place become a mess
3. Need a change in the environment

Few housemates changed, and during the previous sem, hanging out with them was pretty uncomfortable because I'm not really close with them but now, I'm trying to tune everything back to as fine as possible. Currently, there aren't any pictures but I'll be sure to do some good updates of my new "house".

Just want to live happily~!

Legend of the Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen

Others who have watched this, I've no idea what would you think about this movie but then my family gave a negative impression towards this movie while I think I'm the only one who enjoyed this movie all the way from the beginning till the end. With the lightning fast fist action, I think it's frigging awesome! But my dad said it was messed up like street fight, well, I think those fighting styles are what you call Hardcore fighting which will really does hurt~

Even the storyline itself move very fast and some of you might think it's like a movie being fast forward all the time~ Just enjoy the fast ass-kicking scene!

Overall rating: 8/10

A'Famosa for the First Time!

Had a one day trip at A'Famosa with a friend and capture lotsa pictures and look what I've found at the famous A'Famosa~!!

Chubby!!! Hahaha some of you might not know what does this mean~ You know I know la~!! ahaks XD and now you're part of A'Famosa, *it's not written by me ok*~!

Actually there were more pics but then due to some complication, I'm only able to upload this one picture~ Wait till I get some green light then only I upload the others. Privacy problem ahaks!

Why I Love Final Fantasy。。。

Simply Press one of the Videos and listen a while.. You'll know what I mean..

Aerith's Theme (FFVII)


At Zanarkand (FFX)


The Oath (FFVIII)


Final Fantasy Main Theme

A New Prologue is About to Rise!

I'm coming up in this new semester with the motto of 3S and this means I'm going to make a slight change of myself based on this 3 terms that is:

i. Salvation
ii. Socialization
iii. Self-Actualization

Basically, I think that, having a motto in your life really does matter and you need a guide to tell yourself how great should you improve yourself to reach your goal~
There is of course, an explanation for why I chose this 3S. Just a short one will do~!

Salvation: I'll just try my best to save those who are in needs of my help with what I'm capable of doing. The execution of my "so-called Saint" deeds~

Socialization: With my 2Face, There's no need to make anyone to be enemy, it's either you're neutral or you're my ally.

Self-Actualization: Engaging full throttle towards all capabilities and keep improvising myself to form a better me. Attributing LUNatism from back then.

I know all this look Childish and Dumb
But, Life with Motto isn't that Bad right?

Can't stop the Thinking!

This post might get to the nerve of some of you who loves holidays! Because this is my view over holidays or free times that I have no idea how to spend it..

Peoples out there are always hoping for holidays and they have tons of activities follow up through the days and they are busy enjoying those happy days but as for me.. sigh, I have nothing to do but to count my days as if I'm becoming a vegetable anytime soon.
It's either I'm lack of friends or I'm so sucks that nobody recognise me after a period of time.

I know some of you must be complaining to me that how you hope to get free from those works and rest on my sake but I guess I could say that I'm really "fan chin". I doesn't have much things to do and I rather use my time to go college study or find something to work it out but too bad.. I'm partially lazy as well for I think it's best for me to keep the working spirit till the day I'm really in the working state. Just 3 more years and I'm saying goodbye to my studies..

So, I'll just have to endure all these boring days and wishing I could give it to some of you who's needing it. Else you could just hand me your work ^^~
All the Best for those who's struggling out there~!!

I'm still in Control

Alright, been here done that, I'm going to continue what my previous post was all about since right now, we're having a crisis within our sleeves for if we don't find a solution ASAP.. We're sleeping at the park for sure. I admit it, the previous post was really furious and full of anger but after some time thinking, I've easily cool down, it was within that few minutes that all this stress and fury came into me that I couldn't hold on and burst it in the blog.. To think of it, they were still child after all and being serious wasn't part of their field all this long, I can see that they only concern of having fun.

New problem has come forth by the way and this one was rather much more complicated compared to the one before this.. And it's all about money problem but I guess, I've made a great improvements towards myself to make decision and it's one best rational for me and the others. At least I know I'm not abandoning problems by giving up, I'm facing it with courage and fighting for what's right. It's sure is hard to face problem but when you dare to face it, you could find improvements in yourself and that's what I'm looking for; Adapt and Improvise~

I can't deny it that my anticipation towards people really leaves them no chance and I've begin to love this ability of mine to anticipate what's one is thinking. To go against bad people, you must become another badder badass~

Imma so evil-like by now~

Never put "Anything" for an ANSWER!!

Seriously, I really have enough of peoples who can't make decision for themselves but yet only give you a negative feedback the moment you're about to decide things!! Why don't you tell me the problem that you're having earlier when I've asked you and only tell me when I'm placing the answer?? I didn't ignore you when I'm doing any plans didn't I?! I've asked you more than 10 times for goodness sake!!! What you end up telling me "Just help me make the decision, I'll follow"?! Then, at the last minute, when I'm telling you the procedure to make the decision, you sunk me with your Fking problem?!

Do you know how much problem will I be involved with that ridiculous behavior of yours?! Can't you please at least get grown up and start making a proper answer and think, THINK before you think that YOU'VE MADE A DECISION~!!!! If you got problem, please state it out immediately the moment I asked you!!! I didn't ask once or twice, I asked you the very first moment I PLANNED!!!

If you seriously want to put an ANYTHING for an answer~ I won't forbid you!! BUT PLEASE DON'T END UP SABOTAGING ME WHEN I'M PUTTING UP THE DEAL!!!! Do you know I look like a RETARD on that day?! I'm not trying to take control over all of you, I want a fair expressive feelings from all of you and don't hide those feelings and expecting me to look into all of you one by one!! If you can't follow my pace, tell me!! I can slow down!! Don't follow and stab me from the back when I didn't force you to do so!!!

Someone could FUCKING GET KILLED WITH THAT
ANYTHING-FOR-ANSWER OF YOURS

林俊杰 - 一个又一个

Received this song from dear lui lui~ Yeap.. just one by one.. Yes, I'll wait..

It's set..

Life have it's plan on you of how your life should go like and you can only choose to move forward no matter how many trouble or obstacles you'll have to see in your life. Though from time to time, no matter how strong we tried to encourage ourselves to be, there will be more than once in our life that we thought of giving up and stood there for ages of time & pretend as if the pain was had become numb. No matter how bright the Sun would shine across our mother Earth, we will still have to see the Moon arise in the night. What does this tells you other than "Nothing Last Forever"? Things will change and each day can be better or worse but it's the way you coop up with the obstacle is what that matters.

These days, most of the younger individuals only thought of how to be the best in their studies among their friends or around schools but thinking it back, do they really get the point and reason why we're studying so hard for? Competition among each other is never-ending and losing a few rounds is not the end of the world. Now, win-lose is the threshold of their lives but the lesson that they are supposed to learn are close to void. You end up knowing nothing about your original purpose. Even parents themselves are keeping this comparison close leaving only the best shall live and the weak shall suffer.

Judging by the situation around the society, the world is already damn unfair and yet you're still keeping everything tough. Stop being stress, learn what you should learn and apply knowledge to your life and not because your lust to win over something that you can never forever win in. Learn from where you fall and boost up your achievement for what you're best in, not on how many people you're going to win over.

At the end of the day, we're still going to see how good are you in society and how much profit you can gain in life~

Finals for Year 2 Sem 1

It's beginning soon and I'll just have to get my preparation all around me before the real deal comes but then.. Am I really being serious right now? The feelings is rather different or maybe it's because so many thing had happened that I'm feeling blue right now? Let bygone be bygone, if people is going to forget about me and ignore me, let it be.. I have no idea why do you hate/dislike/ignoring/moody with me and I've done all my apology that I could yet you're still being this way and telling me you're not mad at all.. I really have nothing else that I could do, why must they one by one treat me this way.. Out of all sudden ignore me and leave me alone.. Was it fun to treat me this way or I'm fated to be treated in this sort of way?

Sigh, enough of complain... now, it's time to light up the heat!
Get lost all my emotions!

Again, White Flag!!

Based on the picture, most of you should know what I'm trying to mean, right..? Yeap, history always repeat itself and right now I'm doing the same thing as well. Give out a white flag to tell the hell out that "I HAD ENOUGH~!!!". Though, I know, it's just the matter of time till I met another person and try my best to prevent the same thing from repeating.. but, the problem is, can I?

Sometimes, I felt like I'm being taken for granted..

Inception

Fuyoooo~~ yesterday had a wonderful day with my Lui Lui JJ XD. Ahahaha although the cycling part was like damn tiring and I tend to lead lui lui to a weird cycling route and later on meeting up a dead end. Oh well, that's weird, I thought I was on the right track.. Sorry ya lil one, I think I've forgot some of the fun track. How bout a next time then?

Well after that, we took our lunch and straight zoomed to Inception and all that I've got to say for this movie that is, "It's superbly awesome~!!" Thanks lui lui for accompanying me to watch this movie even though you've watched it once. Pity you also, hafta sleep in the cinema ahaha.

Basically, Inception is a kind of movie that will really need you to think about the theory that they are trying to apply and I know some of you might think this movie does have relevance with real life.. oh well, I just think the whole idea of this movie is damn cool yo~! As usual, no spoiler, just the scores.

9.5/10

Even if you ask me, it will be no use..

I dislike it to be emotional and if possible, I really doesn't even want to have a moody face around everyone. I doesn't like to be the cause of everyone's sadness but then I can feel of it that what I'm doing really do cause some sadness among them. I'm sorry, I don't mean it but I doesn't know what is happening within me. Somehow, I know what I'm doing seems like to be wrong, but I believe it that with my ignorant behaviour, I can make some of your behaviour to be extinct.. or at least I hope it works.. Well, that depends on how much I worth for you in your heart then.

So confuse with all the things that is happening all this long.. Who am I..?

La Comedie Humaine

Alright, for this movie, I'm going to cut it short.. If you're stress, Watch this movie and you can have all your tiredness blown away by laughing hard on this movie. Seriously, this is the kind of comedy that I love from Hong Kong movie and not just simple over-reacting and lame graphics. This is the real deal of Hong Kong comedy movie which will eventually reminds you of Stephen classical "Mou Lei Tao" oral jokes~ Prepare to Laugh~!!

Overall: 8.5/10
(Marks were deducted for poor plot but the others are superb~)

Keep Standing...

~Emo Alert~

After not long, I still get tired of all these.. time after time, one after another and people abandon me one after another like I'm a toy. Surely I don't expect everyone will bound to me forever but why every time also gave me this "Close" feelings just to tell me to let it go in the end.. It's like a curse hidden within me that pushes them all away. Of course, the "garden" is full of "flowers" but then I just don't know why I can't see any "flowers" through my "scope"... Was it because I was too demanding or because there were no "flowers".. Alright, I know I sound desperate but hey, I, myself tried to forget about it for like so many times but every time when I thought I can forget it for a long time, then "they" just came by and knock my head.

After knocking, have a little chat.. They flew off for no reason.. I felt like a fool once again.. Did I easily misunderstood people? Alright, your mind will tell you I did, but come ask me, and I'll tell you why I think I didn't...

So, I guess, I've just being unlucky and no potential in love~ argh, what about it.. keep finding lor... I don't believe I look under every single flower also doesn't have one that won't like me!! Am I really that bad after so many people encourage me that my girlfriend will be blessed?? Or they are just a bunch of liars who's trying to make me feel better huh?!

I'll prove it~!!

8 Reasons Why Girls Should Date with Sad Virgin Men

Just read this over a blog and I find it out to be interesting hahaha~ That's why I always believe myself to be a "worthy" investment by the girls (or maybe so...)~

Otome Sugoren

1. You can dye him your colour

If you’re his first girlfriend you can have him dress and date how you want. It’s best not to be too forceful and take into account his wishes as you move him closer to what you want though.

2. He’ll be delighted with simple things like you cooking for him or holding his hand

These might be expected by people with lots of experience dating but a romantic novice should be moved by them all the same.

3. You can avoid being compared to his last girlfriend

As he likely never had one, he’ll not compare you to his last. For example your cooking or what you want to do for birthdays, etc. But you should avoid comparing him to your last boyfriend too – upset men tend to get jealous.

4. You can pursue an innocent romance

He might be nervous or awkward on dates. But you can also relive your “innocent” school romances. For a woman looking for “pure love,” a novice might be just the thing?

5. You needn’t be jealous of other women

With an experienced guy you never know when he’ll make a pass at a girl. But with a greenhorn he probably doesn’t know how to talk to girls properly so there’s no danger of that. On the other hand, he’s more likely to be jealous of you so watch what you do with other guys.

6. You needn’t use relationship tactics on him

You don’t have to bother playing hot and cold with him by being deliberately nice or nasty to get what you want. In fact doing this might backfire as he might overreact to such stimuli. Perhaps best to be straight with him.

7. He’ll remember your anniversaries and events

When you started dating you probably cared about these things at first. It’s like that for a guy with no experience so he’ll care about them a lot. He may not know what to expect so you can tell him what you want him to do too.

8. You don’t have to worry about him cheating on you

He’s likely to take romance seriously so the chances of him cheating are low. However, romance can open a man’s eyes so you’d better watch him closely.

Light as Feather

Oh yeah~ Imma so going to enjoy the days of relaxing now after so many weeks of busyness but then right now... I think I've created something inside me as well, some sort of souvenir I had from all the hardworking over this past few weeks I guess.

My friends would just said that I'm physiological exhausted but then I could just feel something is wrong with me. First thing first, I've problem with my meals these days that I kept felt like puking every time I smell the scent of food (not durian or any rotten food). Even nasi lemak or fried mee those... As soon as I smell the scent, I'll have the feeling being full as well as going to thrown up and I'll eventually have to force myself to eat which I've never felt this way before. If it's gastric, I should be much more hungry and will demand for food.. or maybe this is another level of gastric..
& if you're thinking to ask me bout it... I'm NOT HAVING ANY DIET~!

Bah... any other way, I bet I'm going to be fine anyway... But it's really disgusting you know when you're supposed to be hungry yet still feel very full when the meal is infront of you. This thing had lasted in me for the 2nd weeks already..

And to the person I cared for.. Please throw your sadness to me and not hiding it.. Seeing you in pain yet couldn't help you makes me feels the anguish as well you know. Your lies wouldn't do any good to help neither me or you. I know you're scared of being a burden to other people but I want you to know it as well, I rather lift your burden with you than seeing you drowning in that sorrow..

Never Lie to a Liar...

StreetDance 3D

Just had this movie during the busy hour of my college life~ Oh well, you know what I said, It's always better to get some time to chill yourself during the stressful moments eh~~ At first, me and my friends were planning to go for Inception but due to time management issue, we missed out the movie and since we've reached the cinema, there's no more turning back and we finally made the decision to watch this movie.

I have to say that I'm not regret at all to watch this movie, it's a piece of dancing art that I call it cool~ Though the dialogue used in this movie was rather slacky and sound bit of weird (or maybe it's because they have the London slang which tickles my mind each time they spoke but the songs inserted in each part fit in very well which will eventually raises the moods around the hall. The story twisted pretty nice as well and I guess not many will see it coming (I didn't see that coming as well~!)

Overall, this movie is worth-watching but could be better~
7.5/10

Don't Understand...

I can't get it what is happening right now... We were like so close few days back then but now, I'm suddenly being declined down down down.. Was it that every person that meant something in my life have to go through this process towards me? Why must it always be like this? Every time I thought I've found the one, within a split second and they will straight away detached from my heart with no reason available. It's some sort of like dying without an answer... What crime have I done in my past to deserve such treatment?

That's why, I know, I must be some sort of wicked bastard last time and now my karma is doing the pay off over me. I guess, it's better for me to stay out of her (again!). Not "again!" on the same person, but as usual, those who come close will later on have to stay out from me after a period of time. That's what kept happening and there's no way I can prevent it at all..

I've really tried my best but... I just can't! Sometimes... I really does felt very tired... till the point I don't wish to see what's the next worst thing going to happen.... but, to live a better life to inspire others, these sort of heartaches won't be killing me (but I do wish I can finally stop receiving this sort of treatment from those dear ones...).

I think I'll need another break in life... seriously... T^T

So long already...

ohhhhh I've been abandoning my blog for few weeks already.. awwww what to do, there is not a moment I could lay rest without not thinking about my assessments and my assignments.
Now only I'm able to feel the stressful life in college or should say some people in the time table management is crazy? All assignments are thrown up to us in a sudden and we are required to finish it like within one or two weeks while others are still in hand.. LoL I felt like a living machine back there... One more week to go and this will also going to be a blast-full-of-tiredness week~ Tskkk~

I don't give a damn! Come on TARC, gimme all you got babeh~!!

Tsukiko Amano - 蝶

For me, Tsukiko Amano's voice is second to none in my favourite Japanese singers list (as of Naitomea, Aya Hirano, Koda Kumi and so on). Her live show really show much power of her voice and I'm loving it~ So full of feelings & 'strugglings'~ It's never easy to sing this song you see. Anyway, just enjoy it the way you like it~ >.<

P.S - Too busy with works that I've no time to put updates ahaha

Frozen

First of all, my first best suggestion was that you don't even need to put this in your movie list throughout your life~!! Even I myself doesn't intend to watch it but due to our very very limited choices (because few of my friends had watched most of the latest movies). And one of them insisted that this movie, FROZEN would be a good movie and it was indeed a "good" movie in FREEZING your expression.

As soon I saw the trailer, I know this movie would be a bad choice. Just think of it "How far can a story about 3 person stucking up on the cable car for the whole movie can be exciting?". Alright, it was one of the worst way to die up there but hey, it's a movie!! Staring 3 people kept talking up there makes no good sense for a good movie!!

Though there is still some slight excitement and gore scene.. but as I mentioned, it was Some~! The other parts was just the conversation about how they are waiting themselves to be Frozen to death. Luckily, this movie lasted only for 1 hour 15 minutes~ If it's a 2 hours movie, I can't imagine how I might eventually "FROZEN" to boredom in there.

Quote of the day in Frozen:

You're gonna be fine, baby~

Overall Ratings : 3/10 (only for the slight excitement I meant)

P/S: & I can't believe the internet raters eventually gave this movie 7/10
Then it depends on you readers, trust my view or the raters ahaha~

When I was a child...

When I was a child ;

I always cry

When I was a child ;

I love drinking milk-in-the-baby-bottle and only stopped in Standard 3

When I was a child ;

I have few small mole on my face (it was removed during my primary days)

When I was a child ;

I'm one of the victim of bullies (from house to school)

When I was a child ;

I had few stitches on my head (but I never cried during the stitching process)

When I was a child ;

I 'washed' my parents's bed by pouring water on the bed (because I peed on it when my parents wasn't around)

When I was a child ;

I hated spicy foods (but I love it now)

When I was a child ;

I hated shrimps (till one day my mom forced me to eat, then I eventually love it)

When I was a child ;

Had my first spectacle when I was in Standard 3

When I was a child ;

I always fought with my elder brother (couldn't stand of being teased all the time)

When I was a child ;

Had my first kiss with one of my faraway cousin (can't recall how old I am)

When I was a child ;

I had a "teatime" with 土地公 by pouring the tea and drinking tea at the altar

When I was a child ;

Acquired Reversed-peristalsis when I was 5 years old

When I was a child ;

I have 3 little bears that will be with me all the time especially when I slept (till now, they are still with me)

When I was a child ;

I don't really like to talk to people (anti-social)

When I was a child ;

I pointed a goat and said out "Dog!" (not long after I learned to speak)

When I was a child ;

I pretended to be sleeping in the living room because I love it when my parents carry me to bed (love warmth hugs)

When I was a child ;

I kissed my parents every moment I could (even till now of course)

When I was a child ;

Thought of commit suicide when I was 6 years old

When I was a child ;

Almost attempted to murder someone when I was 10 years old

When I was a child ;

I stopped using pampers and wash poops myself when I've able to walk

When I was a child ;

I'm superb in being stubborn and naughty

When I was a child ;

I don't know what is English till I'm 12 years old (started taking English tuition few months before UPSR)

When I was a child ;

Had Chinese and Arithmetic lessons (5 ~ 6 years old)

When I was a child ;

I was robbed during Standard 6 and Form 3 (but none of them get to rob anything from me: First case, they were caught by police. Second case, I beat them up)

When I was a child ;

My mom hugged me to sleep when I had this spreadable itchy-skin-disease

When I was a child ;

I was the first child and last child to be hit by my father

When I was a child ;

I always wished to grow up even older

When I was a child ;

Thought of becoming a police (cause I want to shoot someone with the gun)

When I was a child ;

Always lie, cheat, swindled peoples around me (stopped that habit already)

When I was a child ;

Stole things without ever getting caught (stopped as well)

When I was a child ;

I don't have any best friends and I barely trust anyone

When I was a child ;

Head-first rammed on a lorry (I rammed the lorry, not the lorry rammed me cause it's not moving!!) then my head bleeds all the way down to my feet and scared the hell out of my family when I walked to them and asked "Why I had red-coloured sweat all over my head??"

When I was a child ;

I tried a cigarette when I was 5 years old (picked up the cigarette leftover after my father disposed it) and I get to know how SUCKS it tasted like. (after that incident, I sicked for 2 weeks and had ill stomach for 1 week cause kept vomit) Never touch cigarette anymore since then~

Well, I typed all this out just in case one day when I've lost my memory or I've lost my sanity, I could come back here to see back all those old memories. And there's still a lot of it but I couldn't remember that much.

P/S : - I'm still a child till now~

The Karate Kid

Alright~ the Karate Kid, a movie that I've not very expecting but in return, I felt that it's eventually not a bad movie at all unlike its predecessors in which kids could knock out an adult in no time and that was really JUST FOR KID~

Somehow, their new remake of the "Kung Fu Kid" doesn't sound that way and it's much more promising even though their stunt and fist-fighting wasn't as cool as Ip Man but hey, we're talking about a 12-years old kid who is able to do stunt like an adult. Now that's cool~! Because I myself doesn't have the ability to do that~

Other than that, the moral inside this story was meaningful too and I find it out to be quite touching (on Jackie Chan).

Sometimes, Life tends to knock you down. But, it's your choice to decide whether to stand back again

*Spoiler* And one of the kissing was just another reflection of the teenagers a.k.a small kids these days~ 12-years old kiss wasn't really inappropriate, because I've seen two 7 years old doing french kiss already..

Overall: I'll rate this movie as 7/10

Are you ready to lose?

Winning and Losing play an important role throughout human. Everyone is fighting to be the best among the others and some has given up in this cruel reality. Though their mouth are saying that they are trying to be fair toward the others, but the action that they are taking are totally against it.

And so, we have another kind of people who will only think of themselves of how much the WORLD owes them. People like them can be real selfish till they've made themselves become a real jerk and I'm starting to feel the absurdness among them because there's this kind of people who's close to me (not in term of friendship).

I'm just wondering, how much complains they'll have to give till they are satisfied with what they have or at least, complain and fight for it! Not sit aside as a bystander and complain about how sucks this world is!! You want to be great?! Then start to act like one already and don't be such beotch on the roadside. If you can't follow the flow, then just run away from it like how you will always do.

Basically, I myself, do complains but at the same time, I'm taking action behind everyone's attention, though it's cunning, but I'm making a move to change the situation. I have enough with words made out of air, it's time to grant the wish by my own hands. Wake up lads, the cruel world is just waiting ahead. And of course, I don't plan to win by being good, to win against the corrupted, you have to be repulsive..

So, which side are you on?

2010 June.. Certainly not my month!

OMFGBBQ~!!! This month, it's like *sniff sniff* Terrible! I had so many things go wrong over this month and if anyone of you ever realise, last year around this time, was also my worst time ever. And I have to admit it, my 风水 during June is totally opposed. I could felt those bad lucks over my whole body.

3-Leaf Clover, Bad Luck as ever~

First, I had an ulcer on my tongue for one whole week (which usually only take 3 days to cure) but this one had to take one week to fully recover, not to mention my difficulty to speak with that stupid-whitish-ulcer which makes me felt like I've lost 1/2 of my tongue while speaking. A week after that, during my presentation, I screwed up for no reason and I think it's because I suddenly lose my stability on speech. Then right now, I'm being sick even though I'm back with my exercising routine. Can this month be any better when there are still 3 more weeks till the end of this month?!

Amitabha~! Bless me!!

A for Awesome!! The A-Team

AMF stands for 'Adios Mother F-----'

Alright, the title of the movie says it all~ full of AWESOMENESS!! There'll be non-stop action in this fully action-packed movie and the cinema will be full of laughters and impressiveness~! The actions are so cool and most of all, very impossible which I think logic-thinkers wouldn't love this sort of movie. Though be reminded, when it comes to movie, nothing is going to be real, so, try remove your logic thinking for once in a while. Your life is already logic enough to let you stress out there. Seal your mind, and be ready to WoW in this crazy movie!

My Rates : 9/10

Good guy or Easily give up?

As some of you might knew about it~ I've decided to give up on persuading the person I admire and the main reason?

It's not because I've fallen for another but it's just because I know there is another knight that saved her and so, that is why, I'll retreat myself. If people going to tell me that as long she's not married and that I'll still have the chance then I'll have to say that I'm sorry, that's not the concept I accept (though I tend to give this advice to others). However, I myself doesn't like to behave so.

Okay~ I'm a coward who doesn't dare to compete with others. But, my purpose to love someone is just to see her in Happiness. If there's people that can give it to her more than I could or she loved him, then that means I'm not the one who suppose to give that "Love" right?! Somehow, he better be good to you for if he doesn't, I'll be there for you!

Love is not possession.

First step is always the hardest

For one week I've been continue doing my exercises for one week after one year of retirement from sports. Yes, it's certainly not easy to move back all those old muscles but then the outcome was pretty satisfying right now because I don't feel pain on my lung anymore after I heat up my body. Like today, urm, yesterday Sunday morning, climb up to the peak of Broga Hill was quite breathtaking but I still manage to use up my stamina to finish the whole track. ^^ It's one great day in fact hehe~~

Here comes sem 3 overall status

Ahahaha here's the results that were released last week and I only manage to upload it now because I was not around during the weekends~ It was good but still not good enough I think because I knew it well that I could do better but at the same time, I have no regrets because I've tried my best to knock it downs!

201003	Main	ABDM2073	ORGANISATIONAL BEHAVIOUR	B-
201003	Main	ABDT2043	FUNDAMENTALS OF MARKETING	A-
201003	Main	AEMS1512	TAMADUN ISLAM DAN ASIA	A

Meanwhile, this new semester would be a really hectic one! With 5 subjects to handle + 2 resits + 1 co-curricular programme and my orthopedics sessions. Yeap~ orthopedics~ I'm attempting to make braces~ OMGWTFBBQ... just thinking about the conclusions of this sem makes me shivered already.

Will I able to make it out alive?!